jumbled up.

nak balik dah...

2012-01-21T22:35:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

besok dilah ngan peng nak balik dah
sat sangat rasanya depa mai sini
xpuas gossip lagi
hehehehe
many2 thanks to ME for his hospitality
kalo i busy sanggup tolong bawak kawan2 i pergi jalan2
kasi his pillows sebab i cuma ade 2 bantal je
hehehe
drive back and forth, here and there
jadi photographer, tukang tawar menawar and kira duet (my friends suka bagi duit terlebih kat penjual. ngokngek. hahaha)
and redha je teman i for these 3 days
thanks a bunch
rasa sangat senang hati tengok ME boleh masuk with my besties. hee. boleh la kan. xde la awkward. hehehe

took a lot of pictures which i'll post tomorrow.
wa cam jakun lebih je pergi tangkuban perahu.
sebab 1st time
kekekeke
best sangat pi yang orang2 yang disayangi. hehehe

hope everyone enjoyed their stay here, and do come again!
hee

dorangnye program next time nak pergi singapore...nak ikott....please cuti pleaseee!

fwenns

2012-01-19T22:55:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

my dear friends during highschool has arrived this morning
but kesian diorang, xdapat gi mana2 sebab i ade class till 6pm tadi
:(
just bawak dorang pegi ciwalk je malam
besok pun terpaksa biar dorang berlegar2 sendiri since i ade class
harap2 x sesat ke ape.
petang macam kena suruh ME jadi tour guide je..
ade bimbingan ortho kul 330pm pulakk...
huwaaa

a pic taken tadi with them..hee

just hoping they'll have a safe and pleasant stay here!

rectal touche

2012-01-19T22:30:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

betul la orang kata, bende kite paling xnak wat tu, selalunya nak xnak, mesti last2 kena buat jugak. by hook or by crook. pfft.
i, dalam banyak2 benda as a med student, sume i berani and x geli buat like ganti verband patient yang penuh dengan pus, jahit kaki/tangan robek, masukkan catheter dalam bahagian itu2..sume i berani buat...except 1 je.. 1 ni i geli gila nak buat..which is apa2 benda berkaitan with feces such as stool examination and rectal touche aka DRE (digital rectal examination). geli gila walaupun yang xbau tapi seriously geli. huhuhuhuhu.
haritu kena wat stool examination. tapi berjaya mengelak. merayu2 dekat gery suruh dia tolong buatkan sebab kegelian. gery 1 group jaga with me. hehehe. so senang mintak tolong. my job memang selalu kenakan gery. sebab dia xpernah paksa bila i geli nak buat benda tu. kalau kat poli pun where i selalu dapat shift poli with him, i selalu mengelak dari wat rectal touche dengan suruh dia buat or bila nampak orang datang dengan perut kembung je mula la buat puppy dog eyes suruh gery pegang patient tu. works everytime. except tadi. wuwuwuwu. xdapat mengelak lagi bila resident specifically requested me to do it sebab patient perempuan.

abis2 buat tengok gery tengah gelak golek2. cis.

last2 niat di hati x nak wat rectal touche seumur hidup, lebur begitu sahaja.

lepas ni xde sebab nak mengelak dah. sebab dah pernah.

T______T

a joke all coass understand. hehehe

2012-01-18T19:08:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

hahahahaha. this is funny. kadang2 feels like doing it in front of keluarga pasien. orang tengah kalut2 nak amik darah, nak skin test bagai, tetiba keluarga pasien mana2 ntah (even from non-bedah) panggil just to say infusan abis. like daahhh....

hehehe

cherish

2012-01-18T18:40:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

one of the things i cherish doing with ME are the late night calls where we discuss about certain topic revolving medicine. i know its lame, but i just love it. hee. one, because it means i can hear him explain it with eyes closed. ngehaha. two, i dont have to open the book, and try to understand it anymore, i can just go straight to sleep afterward. hee. three, i get to talk to him. period. i just like the way ME explains things to me, i can easily understand it and picture it. haha. true, he's the clever one. i bet he's gonna get the specialist title earlier than me. hee. i seriously envy those who can read a bit and understand a lot. seems like i dont have that gift. huhuhu. still, im grateful enough. at least im surrounded by those can, and willingly teach me.

hehehe

life is a long journey of seeking knowledge

its great to have someone beside u to guide and support u by all means.

:)

best group ever.

2012-01-18T18:08:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

i must say, i probably have the best group ever in bedah.
the thing is dorang care for me so much terharu lak rasa
hehehe
semalam i was feeling kinda down sebab xleh jawab 1 ape pun soalan perseptor since the case tu ade mendadak, i studied for cases yang dah wat bst. dia cakap nak bincang bst, tengok2 dia suro amik case baru and to make thing worst it was peritonitis. the case i less understand, ever since sked. kinda got bashed. i know its common, but kinda not common for me sebab eventhough memang la i xpandai mana, but i never failed to at least read a bit, and be able to answer a few. rasa bebal gila semalam. so rasa down aka sebab i budaknya cengeng, so cengeng la. haha. if u understand what i mean. maluw nak cakap. kekeke.
seeing me like that dorang sume dah cuak dah, siap hantar sampai rumah lagi sambil bagi kata2 semangat cakap xpe, semua orang pernah kena, im still new, its ok not knowing and bla bla bla.
malam pulak message tanya how im doing, bagi kata2 semangat lagi, jangan down, and all. serious terharu giler. padahal i dah cam calmed my self down after a nap, and started reading to not get bashed today. hehehe.
teh farah, kak nat, irfan, yogi, sumee tersangat baek.
pagi tadi pulak, maybe they thought i was still sad over yesterday, siap dah tolong follow up all my patient lagi. waa... again, terharu. hehehe. pagi tadi pergi tengok2 je sebab sume dah follow up. tehee. lepas tu gery siap datang sua cadbury 1 and said "dek asya jangan sedih2, harus tetap semangat"
baeknye sume. hehehe. all tanya my condition and all, maluw pulak ter'emo depan dorang. kekeke. pastu sebab cuak nak perseptoran petang tadi, siap study dengan gery lagi going over all the cases perseptor boleh tanya. mind u, budak tu pandai. time sked pointer >3.5. kalo orang sudi nak ajar kita, sanggup korban time rest dia, kita xleh sombong xnak belajar owh. irfan pun banyak tanya2, bila cakap xtau, dia terangkan apa yang penting2. hee.

and by the time perseptoran tadi, i dah rada pandai jugak la, xde la blur macam semalam.

best la ade group perseptoran yang baik2 belaka. so blessed. hee :)

note to self: rajin2 baca, rajin2 tanya. :)

BIG

2012-01-17T22:17:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

im a lil girl with a big smile, a bigger heart and the biggest will

i can do this.

chaiyok3 aisyah. belajar dengan semangat! another year and a half i presume. must finish on time. hee.

p/s: baby kak nadya, sep sikit, kita sama2 tahun naga! cepat keluar, xsabar nak pergi jenguk baby! :)

im sorry

2012-01-17T21:05:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

note to self, dah kena kurangkan sangat2 ye saki baki selfish yang ade kat diri.
sangat2 xpatut xteman ME makan tadi dengan alasan penat bimbingan abis kul 530
padahal selama ni, dia post jaga pun dia teman pegi tukar duit, dia banyak kerja pun dia teman pergi klinik gigi, dia xnak makan pun dia teman pergi makan.
and selamba katak je jawab tepon mamai2 cakap xnak makan.
padahal dah janji
padahal selama ni xpernah miss. huhuhu.

sori ME. dah la dia tengah stress and penat. nak orang teman, orang xtemankan lak.

by the time ubah fikiran and nak teman, ME dah bungkus food makan kat peri dah

:(

so sorry. huu.

wont happen again.

not only to ME, to bestie as well. how i tend to break my promises when im tired. aigoo. :(

wait for it.. hee

2012-01-15T18:29:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

im planning on writing something on someone but im still gathering the material... and the time.. hehehe.
i dont wanna write it in a rush
a good story is a story told right.
hehehehe.
but i guess probably some knows its about who. sort of a re-post for his post. hehe. but since im the drama queen of the relationship, mine harap2 lagi dramatic from his. kekeke.

anyway, i thank my bestie for this lovely post he wrote for me :')

oci's bloggie

how times flies. how so many things we've gone through together

and i wouldnt ask for a better person to be my bestfriend.

as do u, so do i, i hope this friendship never sees it's end

:)

wait for my version of my bestfriend eh? hehehe

chow, jaga dengan separuh ikhlas. xpuas cuti yet. as always. hahaha.

ermm

2012-01-15T16:33:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

just came back from ciwalk..hee..
jalan2 sore with ME plus late lunch, early dinner.
malam ni nak jaga, so terpaksa la dinner awal. hee
went to eat at raffel's since bandung card ade 20% off. sangat2 happy dapat makan panini sandwich dengan harga lebih murah. beli 2 sandwich baru sama harga dengan 1 set panini sandwich. menangis kegembiraan :')
ok, sekarang rasa berbaloi wat bandung card hari tu kat pvj. dah la buat card tu time dia promo, so i had to pay 60k je. half2 dengan ME baru 30k an. kekeke. then leh guna merata2 lagi. hee. dulu jarang guna sebab xhafal mana yang dapat diskaun bandung card but since dah follow twitter bandung card, sekarang senang, cek twitter, pilih mana nak makan and dapat diskaun. kekeke. dasar... sume bende kalo leh nak dapat dskaun...
after raffel's, pegi lak try tahu bledug at warung talaga. i dah pernah makan sekali and time tu rasa cam sedap sangat so saja la nak bawak ME try. tapi kali ni cam x sedap sangat. too oily kot. huhuhu. frust sikit.
bila teringat kata contact lens dah tamat tempoh, ajak ME teman beli contact lens jup. sangat suke bila mas tu cakap ada 10% off. yey! kaching2! untung lagi.

pokoknya, ni memang time yang bagus untuk shopping di bandung. sale sana sini. rambang mata tengok. apakan daya, fulus tiada. huhuhuhu.

spacing scare

2012-01-13T18:10:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

well, a couple of days ago, we had a scare when there was rumors that our spacing (aka cuti) was cancelled. people was starting to go like whaaa.... most of us has already bought the ticket back home and then, there had to be such rumors heh? huwaaa

i was already half frustrated coz as all noticed, i really really badly wanna go home even just for a week, i wanna go home, im severely homesick. i was so not really to enter another department after bedah. mind-setting dah after bedah nak balik Malaysia. xkira apa. nak balik Malaysia. luckily a friend went to check out the rumors and apparently it was just a scare, hehe. management said, spacing tetap ade. yey! leaping of joy! kekeke.

but then kesian jugak to my seniors yang dah mula merajuk with me since sebab nak balik, i tukar jaga terakhir i on the sunday so that i could go back on saturday. time is gold an. hehe. dorang dah like camni la asya, dah la tu jaga terakhir dorang kat rshs, lepas ni dorang dah grad dah, pasni dah x jumpa dah, sampai hati xmau jaga terakhir with dorang. huhu. bukan xnak, i enjoy very much jaga dengan dorang but cuti is cuti, i wanna fully utilize it. hee. when i told the spacing 07 maybe batal, dorang dah sorak2 girang dah sambil cakap "makanya dek asya..biar adek bisa jaga bareng kita ntar minggu" and when i said x jadi batal, tarik muka balik. lol, comei gile. mind u, dorang ni sume kelahiran 88 gak but as always, sume orang treat me like their lil sis. need to grow up. hee, tetiba rasa cam bakalan miss these guys. sapa lagi nak pampered me every single day. apart from ME and bestie that is. hee. naseb baek dorang ade, xde la forever alone. kekeke. now, kalo ade orang tanye bout nak tukar jaga, gery will go like "dek asya jangan mau tukar. ga bisa" trolololo. macam la i nak ikot kan. kalo cam best, tukar la, kalo xbest ayat melindungi diri is gery x bagi. hehehe. tapi however it is, group jaga i dah memang paling best sekali so jarang jugak i nak tukar unless ade keperluan like BESTFRIEND NAK DATANG BANDUNG. of course la dah tukar jaga awal2. heee

sangat x sabar tunggu dorang datang minggu depan! :)

group jaga

2012-01-10T20:36:00.005+07:00

assalamualaikum

actually tengah mamai post jaga semalam. pheyew. dapat 2 pasien yang needed stitches. kembang gak la kaki menjahit sambil berdiri. kat emergency bedah x banyak kerusi. kerusi yang ada sume residen rembat, xpun keluarga pasien..so koas hari2 melatih kekuatan kaki berdiri kurang lebih 12jam. hee. ade time free, xde pasien yang kita hold, mula bertempiaran lari curi kerusi2 kat nurse station, kat tempat radiologi. hee. kadang2 kalau ade pasien orang laen kena hantar gi USG, cepat2 nyebuk nak ikot sebab tempat USG banyak kerusi leh santai2 tunggu pasien diUSG. hee.

dulu waktu obgyn and tht x rasa sangat tukar jaga dengan orang laen tu x best sebab rasa cam sama je jaga dengan sape pun an. tapi now memang rasa beza dia. beza gila jaga dengan orang2 yang kita dah kamceng with jaga dengan orang yang kita kenal biasa2 je. i didnt enjoyed my jaga last night at all. pukul 5 ptg dah kira2 berapa jam lagi nak balik padahal kul 330pm baru masuk, kul 6am baru abis jaga. hahaha. kalo jaga dengan group sendiri tu meriah je gelak sana sini, kacau orang tu, kacau orang ni. senior my jaga group tu sume memang yang i dah kenal rapat and frankly, dorang sume keep on spoiling me. yang from my batch plak memang my friends pun, so selalu lah leh pow2 sana sini x berkira sangat pun. sampaikan kitorang time jaga if ade yang xpernah menjahit lagi, we give our patient that needed stitches to them so that they can experience camne hecting tu like we already did. tapi semalam, padahal i dah pernah hecting tapi cam malas nak bagi kat orang laen sebab cam x rapat. i enjoyed sume jaga i before this, but last night was kinda hellish. hee. true story, kena jaga dengan orang yang u kamceng with. senang nak mintak tolong and all. hee

so emm..tu je la nak story today. hehe. still waiting nak pergi dinner with ME but dia belum dapat rest yet. naek operation theater la pulak. ada harapan malam ni dinner makan angin je. hehehe. bukan x leh x makan dengan dia, just lagi prefer we do take lunch and dinner together since macam thats the only time we catch up these few days. kadang2 skip jugak la since waktu perseptoran x sama la, tetiba kena panggil bimbingan la. end up last2 x sempat makan and kebulur sampai waktu makan seterusnya. huhuhu -,-

perut happy

2012-01-08T21:49:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

tenkiu encik bawak balik 1 set kfc+my favourite mcd apple pie for me.
best3 makan enyak sambil tengok greys anatomy
cian kat teddy...huuu.... (xabis sedih lagi sebab henry mati ritu mid season. tsk)
best la orang tu dapat present besday best. jeleshhh. haha
xpe3, nanti leh godek2 jugak. hahaha
:D

ok la, bye, nite2.. nak tidow dah.. esok jaga mendadak.. kak nat mintak tukar.. huhuhu.. terima dengan pasrah.. jaga papan catur dengan ME.. i jaga isnin, dia jaga selasa, i jaga lagi rabu, dia jaga pulak jumaat, then hari ahad, i jaga lagi. hahaha. naseb badan la jadi koas bedah, even i dah jaga banyak kali dari dia pun still nanti dia yang abis jatah jaga dulu.. memang la..jatah jaga anak 9 kali dalam 9 minggu.. jatah jaga bedah 15 kali maa.... tengah berusaha tukar jaga biar balik spacing boleh beli tiket flight yang sama. tehee.

nite, tido dengan perut happy! terima kasih ME :)

pickin up

2012-01-08T17:16:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

currently im at the airport picking up ME
( or rather picking up the kfc he brought for me hehehe)
i suppose its a surprise since i didnt tell him i'll be waiting for him. hehe.
xde ape sangat pun, i'm free, just waiting for the crs kak nat promised to send through email for me to make a powerpoint about it. crazy huh, 1st day of plastic surgery, terus kena present crs. dah la tadi visite 4hours. the jarkom should have said "ganti verband di kemuning" instead of "visite w/ resident di kemuning" sebab i expect it to be at most 1 hour, 4 hours...ahh...rasa nak pengsan...dengan bau pus..dengan x breakfast.. zzzzz.. kalo bagitau awal2 kata nak ganti verband, xde nye wa nak mandi pagi2 buta tu. kekeke. and of course, pasti nak sembur perfume lebih sikittt... heee... awal2 lagi dah banned plastic surgery, resident encem tapi kalut. hahaha.
tapi dorang kate perseptor kitorang paling baik sekali so hopefully as the week pass, i dont despise plastic surgery as i do now. hee

ME's flight was delayed, so terpaksa lepak duk sini sampai beliau sampai.

harap2 xde la sampai maghrib.

eiii....xsabarnye nak jumpa...kfc saye...hehehehe

kbye!

nangis lagi...

2012-01-06T18:40:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

tengok armageddon semalam and nangis lagi and lagi tengok ending dia. huhuhu.

camni ar cite wajar nangis bukan cam ombak rindu tu. okay, ombak rindu sedih, tapi x cukup epic nak membazir air mata wa. hehehe.

dah berkali kali tengok armageddon pun still sedih lagi tengok how ayah dia sayang sangat kat his little girl. sob sob sob.

nak ulang tengok lagi la.

cite2 90-an ni memang terbaik. sekarang cerita nak action melampau aje, sampai dah x realisitik dah. camne nak tangkap sayu. hee...

armageddon = 2 thumbs up!!

Alhamdulillah :)

2012-01-06T14:41:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

just open fb direct message and received real good news from teh vania.
brighten up my day. hee
our small group of 24 people has all passed ENT department with not a single person failed!
yey!!
i was really scared of failing because for my final exam during ENT i had to answer like 50+ essay question in 2 and a half hours. others had their exam done orally. even after writing like crazy without taking a break even to think, i couldnt finish all the question. huhuhu. i had like 5 or so question left blank. huu. then my bysit had to say right in front of my face "berdoa aja dek nilai perseptoran kamu baik" i was like..ahhh....im so gonna repeat ENT (x_x).. but however it is, i did the best i could in trying to answer it so if my best wasnt good enough, i was like redha je laa...

so it was really a relief to know that everyone passed. Alhamdulillah. thanks to my perseptor prof T walaupun beliau agak2 scary selalu buat i ngigau malam2 sebab cam takut homework dia bagi tu i x siapkan ikot piawaian beliau, dah la dia slalo tegur if x guna english walhal dia speak to us in indonesian. bila kita reply in indonesian she would go like "english please, english. i told u many time, please use english" terus muka terror sebab takut dia dropkan nilai. huhuhu. tapi banyak la ilmu dia bagi since dia dah prof kan. walaupun we guys cam bodoh2 alang, sabar je dia jawab sume persoalan di benak ini. hehehe. thanks gak kawan2 seperseptoran yang best and bodoh sama2 pandai pun sama2 gak. hahaha.

memang for me, ENT is not a department i want to repeat. and its even not one that i will consider to advance in. but ahhh... doctor2 ENT cakep2 deh.. even now in bedah, when nampak doc ENT at emergency, gegeh lepak2 dekat2 situ sebab nak tengok doc encem. ngeh3. setakat ni, bedah walaupun ramai doc lelaki like ENT, dari segi kehenseman memang doc ENT menang la. ngehee... and ME will say to me "orang pilih betul la kan...." mamat tu nak jadi doc ENT. terus perasan encem. haha.

happy birthday ME!

2012-01-06T00:00:00.000+07:00

assalamualaikum

to the guy who has always been there for me these couple of months
who has loved me for who i am
who shared my laughs, my smiles, my happiness
who endure my tantrum, my bad moods, my childishness
who became what i need him to become in certain time needed

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DEAREST!

may Allah will always bless you with health, wisdom, prosperity and happiness.

him and his 'surprise' cake. uhukk. surprise ke? i think cam not so jew.

him and the gemi boys.

hope you liked the small present. hehe.

thanks for everything. when people said everything happens for a reason, Allah always stores something better for you, i guess thats true. for all the bitterness i had over the past year and so, everything has been compensate ever since i gave us a try.

and i praise Allah, for all these happiness and i hope it'll stay forever and after.

for what shall come later, i do not know

but for now, i can say i love u dear, and thanks Allah for giving him another year.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

reminder for everyone and myself

2012-01-05T12:12:00.006+07:00

assalamualaikum

copied from an indonesian friend's fb

Sukses tidak ada hubungan
dengan menjadi kaya raya.

Sukses itu tidak perlu
dikejar. Karena SUKSES itu adalah ANDA!

Karena kesuksesan
terbesar ada pada diri Anda sendiri...
Bagaimana Anda tercipta dari
pertarungan jutaan sperma untuk membuahi 1 ovum,

itu adalah sukses pertama Anda!

Bagaimana Anda bisa lahir
dengan anggota tubuh sempurna tanpa cacat,

itulah kesuksesan Anda kedua...

Ketika Anda ke sekolah bahkan bisa menikmati
sampai studi S1, di saat yg sama setiap menit ada 10 siswa drop
out karena tidak mampu bayar biaya sekolah,

itulah sukses Anda ketiga...

Ketika Anda bisa bekerja di perusahaan ,di saat yg sama 46 juta org menjadi pengangguran,

itulah kesuksesan Anda keempat.

Ketika Anda masih bisa makan 3x sehari, di saat ada 3 juta orang mati
kelaparan setiap bulannya itulah

kesuksesan Anda yang kelima...

Sukses terjadi setiap hari.
Namun Anda tidak pernah menyadarinya.

Sukses tidak melulu soal harta, rumah mewah,mobil sport, jam Rolex, pensiun muda,
menjadi pengusaha, punya kolam renang/ helikopter, punya istri cantik

Sukses sejati seaslinya adalah: "Hidup dengan Penuh Syukur"

peringatan for diri sendiri jugak. huhu. hari ni demam. x g class. still kena bsyukur hokay sebab ramai ag more unfortunate. hokay??

p/s: rindu abah and mama :(

keypoint is...

2012-01-04T12:57:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

howdy? hehe. feeling kinda southern lak today. rasa nak pakai boots and topi koboi. lame. hehe. this week i masuk subdivisi bedah anak which means only one thing: santai. i havent had a single perseptoran yet and only one bimbingan with LO. other than that, i kept on sleeping here and there. where ever i can sleep, i sleep since this week im oncall three times. boohoo. supposely one week im suppose to be oncall only one or two times, but since my besties from malaysia are coming this late january, i had to exchange my oncall duty so that it wouldnt clash with their visit. but never mind, im so excited they are coming! after 5 years me being here, finally dak2 ni datang. hehehe. best nyew! ^___^ ehem, cik izzah kite bila nak sampai sini pulop?? hehehehe. lama hek x jumpe, cik izzah sikit ag nak jadi doctor dah. sila belanja bila kerja lagi awal. hahaha.

ME lak weekend ni balik malaysia. adik dia grad. abang tu ntah bila la kan? muahahaha. evil laugh. bestnye dapat balik malaysia. eventhough mama and abah baru sangat sangat datang, im still homesick. meaning i need to go back home a.s.a.p. rubbishnya, i dapat giliran oncall terakhir for department bedah which ends on sunday the 26 of feb. dah start spacing on 25th feb sampai 4 march. rugi 2 hari xbalik malaysia sebab oncall. tengah find replacement but how meh, everybody nak holiday awal. nobody nak lepak hospital lama2. huhuhu. dah la ni je holiday seminggu yang kite ade after 6 long months of coass. after this holiday another 6-8 long months baru leh balik pulak. itu pun without certainty. buatnya dia sebuk nak wat supercamp ag. ahh sudah, nanges air mata darah je la kat sini. huhuhuhu.

thats why im so looking forward for spacing this feb. hee. tambah2 lak, on th 4th feb, my cousin nak tunang. lucky lucky lucky i ade sana. akhirnyaaa after being left out in sooo manyyy family occasion. when my sis datang hari tu dia siap cakap "adam tanya bila kak sya nak balik" ohmai. rindu la kanak2 cousin2 sume. ntah2 sume dah x kenal kak sya dorang. T____T

so I SO BADLY NEED TO HAVE A HOLIDAY BACK HOME. SO BADLY.

anyway, kak nadya dah alhamdulillah just waiting to go into labor. dah cukup 9 bulan dah pregnant. yey! hopefully semuanya dipermudahkan Allah, dapat melahirkan dengan mudah and selamat. hee. nanti bulan 2 balik, sempat la kot singgah maen with baby girl baru. ngehee.

keypoint is: bulan 2 nak balik.

sekian. hehehe.

a bit here and there

2011-12-28T21:39:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

fuh, been a long time since my last post. been busy. with family visiting, enjoying the 3 days holiday (which is the most we can get nowadays. sigh.) and also entering new department. sampai balas message pun x sempat, bila x balas terus, then it slipped my mind. so sori. didnt mean to, was thinking of replying. but it slipped my mind :(

now, im in surgery department. more accurately vascular surgery sub division. not doing much, just hanging around with resident and prof and the routine visit to the operation room to see prof operating on some minor surgery. but i dont know why, im so tired afterwards. end up sleeping when i reach home. i even rarely used the internet. boohoo me. not that surgery is like super hectic, got so many things to read etc etc, but nevertheless i tend to get very very sleepy hence not updating my blog. haha. im actually really sleepy now but hey, if i dont jolt it down now, i never will. hee.

tomorrow is my 1st oncall for surgery department. hoping i can stand, standing for 12hours+. hehe. hoping im not getting sleepy and such. good thing is tomorrow and the day after, prof will be going to singapore so, yey, more me time! kekeke. yea rite. :P

oh yea, yesterday i was like craving over pizza so ME brought me to domino's to try on the newest creation, double decker. it was to die for. so so yummy. was really worth it. even thinking of it makes me drool. hahaha. i dont know if malaysia have this, but those in indonesia, this is a must try. im regretting not bringing my family for a dinner here. abang would love this. hee.

drooling drooling drooling. ahhh....

by the way, many many thanks, hugs and kisses for my family for bringing me so so many goodies. yeyeyeye. i mean like 30kg of goodies. all for me. muahahahaa. its like im going on a missionary to feed the children of somalia. hahaha. massivee!!

also luckily i have a boyfriend who love food as much as i do, the other day, when i wanted to eat cake so badly, he brought me to satisfy my apetite. and i came home with cupcake some more. hehe. mucho gracias. :P

ok, thats it. i need my beauty sleep now. hehehehe. toodles!

congrats abang!

2011-12-20T20:21:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

parents dah sampai jakarta! yey!
besok abang's sumpah dokter
dah dokter rupanya abang kitew tueww. hewhew.
congratulation!
its also pak ndak and mak ndak's 1st time in indonesia, so welcome! jangan segan2 datang melawat lagi, next time sila la ke bandung bawak food sikit. kikiki.

unfortunately, i have my exam on thursday, so sadly, kitew xleh pegi graduation abang and maka dengan itu kitew xdew dalam graduation photo abang. sobsobsob. sila photoshop muke sendiri after this. huahuahua.

apehal ko tulis cam nak kena penampar sedas. sila study. kroh kroh kroh. tehee

rasa...

2011-12-19T20:49:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

rasa macam time prep malam and stay up dulu2 kat saina je :')

date day=eat eat eat!

2011-12-18T19:10:00.006+07:00

assalamualaikum

yesterday was date day. which as well means yummy food day. hehe. breakfast had hotcake and bubur ayam mcD, went to accompany ME to his dentist and had crepes before heading to pvj, late lunch had whoppie jr at the newly opened Burger King, went to play some games at the arcade sampai lenguh tangan, ate strawberry cheese cake ice cream at DQ, window shopping 1 pvj, dinner at wakaka, balik tido with a smile. hehehe. let some pictures to the talk. hehe. i like date day. my naga is always happy on date day. mentang2 duit jpa baru masuk kan. hehehehe

royal brownies crepes at d'crepe

burger king have arrived in town! woott!!

freegift for buying two set. ngehee

onion rings and whoppie jr :)

fzl & asya: two hardcore gamers. hahaha. boohoo!

blizzard at dairy queen!

muke greedy. bwahahaha

chicken thai basil at wakaka. not really to my liking. huu

two happy kids wat iklan colgate. tiada kerosakan gigi!

:D

its 5 a.m

2011-12-17T05:00:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

my number 1 man

2011-12-16T18:51:00.001+07:00

assalamualaikum

love u always and always. hee

:)

last jaga!

2011-12-16T16:16:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

finished mini cEx tadi pagi. punya la xnak, sekali prof panggil, sume kena, xtertinggal satu pun. and homework pun banyak since sume macam ade boleh jawab, ade x boleh jawab. ape ape pun harap2 lulus je tht ni. x mintak banyak hehehek. fyi, for koas, dapat C dah kira fail. so paling teruk boleh dapat is B. macam mana la x mintak just lulus je. hahaha.

sekarang tengah jaga. last oncall for tht. yeppi!!!! xnak study or what malam ni, nak tengok cite je.. sok lusa baru nak study for sooca next week. hehehehe.

xsabar nak abis jaga

harap2 xde pasien gawat or nak operate tonight!

what if

2011-12-15T22:40:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

what if, that someone pick u up and wants u to study by him just so u wont keep on falling asleep everytime u study alone since ur a sleepyhead

what if, that someone go out to buy u dinner just so that u could study without having to think about what to get for dinner

what if, that someone would make u coffee in case u want to drink it to help u study

what if, that someone readily pause his game when u call him just to hear u memorizing or rambling about

what if, that someone volunteer to be ur standardize patient even if it means getting his ear, nose and throat poke around

what if, that someone keep on cheering u up when u think u cant do it, when u think u cant make it

how could u not love that someone?

i know i do. tehee.

and i say thank you, you.

ok, gotta go to sleep! i have bimbingan at 6am. im starting to get annoyed by dr edo for keeping on making us come in at 6am. walaupun dia hensem. hehehe. i want my sleep la dr edo. huuu.

wish me luck for tomorrow! hopefully ive read enough to dodge prof's questions confidently. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.

cuakkkkk!

jpa ilapu!

2011-12-15T19:15:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

duit koas jpa dah selamat masuk

yeyeyeye

sayang jpa very the much

3juta++

tapi sume tu masuk ke tabungan lasik

xsempat nak joli katak

hahaha.

xpe la, nak wat camne, dah bertekad jugak2 xmo mintak duit parents for lasik

dah la duit kost parents bayar

makan minum bila2 xde duit tu parents hantar duit

xkan nak mintak lagi aite?

yoshhh. semoga dapat kumpul 14juta!

dead

2011-12-15T15:24:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

besok.ade.ujian.mini.cEx.mendadak.

im.the.lucky.number.one.to.face.prof.

im so dead.

i havent read anything yet since prof said a few days ago that mini cEx will be on monday

suddenly today prof said mini cEx starts tomorrow and my 'lucky' hands took number 1 during the voting.

dead.

nanges sekarang golek3 masuk lubang. huwaa.

sekian. mari study. lap air mata.

sweet

2011-12-14T23:01:00.000+07:00

assalamualaikum

Boy: nak tido dah. gudnite. love u.

Girl: gudnite. thanks for loving me.

Boy: kalo macam tu, hari2 la kena say thanks la sebab i'll always love u..

hee. sweet.

:)

no more free meals -__-

2011-12-12T19:58:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

aww, kinda sad abang have gone back to jakarta. no more waking up in the morning and snatching his money for breakfast and printing, no more free lunch and dinner, no more someone giving me pocket money for the week. awww. saddening :'( hehek. pow abang jew tau. ye la, sape lagi nak pow abang selain adik2 kan? hehehek.

never mind, next week family coming to visit. actually coming for abang's graduation and sumpah dokter tapi alang2 tu melawat la anakanda disini jua rite? hee. cant make it to abang's graduation since its on next wednesday and i most probably will be sweating over exam that day. huwaaa. heard dorang nak pergi safari after that. again, huwaaa. curse u exams!

probably tomorrow nak pergi tempah hotel for parents. today xbleh, ME jaga. boleh je pergi sendiri, tapi pemalas tahap infinity. keh3. but need to tempah jugak2 sebab mana celuih depa nak duk my room, my adik gemukss. upss. :P

ok, back to homework -___- in real need of a real vacation. pretty please?

p/s: i hope ME doesnt get bored over hearing all my stories everyday. huhuhu. i almost have no secret with him. even the one i like to keep as a secret pun last2 xsecret pun -____-" very persuasive that fella.

yet another food related post

2011-12-11T17:37:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

couple of weeks ago, i went for lunch with kak ainul and yam. since i have the picture, i wanna show it around. hahahaha. we went to the gallery (if im not mistaken) at setiabudhi mall. few friends have been saying the place was kinda nice, tapi hari tu baru nak cuba. kekeke.

so i had this:

chicken teriyaki. it was good. the miso soup was nice and authentic, i guess. haha. macam makan kat sushi tei, thats how it tasted like. doesnt get any more authentic i think. hee. ayam dia sikit but cukup la to finish up the rice. overall, nice. hee

burrito. im like a real fan of italian and mexican food, throw me anything, i'll gobble it up happily. the salsa was yummiehhh. enough said, im happy to get to eat it after a long long time. still looking for the perfect nachos in bandung. still drooling over the memories of nachos back when i was a child. nothing have ever compete with that. haha.

the only thing that make me kinda sebel was the ice tea was expensive. i figured since the waiter asked whether i wasted camomile or earl grey. huwaa. i just wanted a plain es teh manis je. konon nak jimat minum ice tea, last2 bazir kat ice tea. lol.

but since the food was good, wasnt bad, wasnt that superb either but the place was full with things that suit my apetite, dimaafkan la. hehehe. would like to ask ME to have a dinner there, but, haha, would it suit his apetite? hee.

bandung grizzlies

2011-12-11T07:57:00.007+07:00

assalamualaikum

yesterday was the opening of bandung games 11'. today is the closing. hehehe. i only went to see the games yesterday. today, routine student life, oncall again.

started the day dengan teman ME to planet dago for bowling. met up with syam over there. around 12pm, dah tau ME's team won the game, kitorang chow nak gi tengok futsal, xtunggu amik medal pun. hahaha. riak gile ME nih. tau la dah selalu menang, sampai medal pun dah xmo amik. ceh ceh. :P

sampai2 tempat futsal, orang dah abis maen futsal daa..nak pergi UPI tengok basket, but on the way, hujan lebat hek la. melencong pulang ke rumah dulu. hehehehe. kul 4 baru pergi sana again. i guess the best part of bandung games is actually getting together with friends rather than watching the games. hahaha. had fun chatting and taking pictures with friends that some i have not met for months. hee. ME tinggal pergi buat gigi pun bolayan je sebab duk sebuk nyembang, naseb malam dia datang amik balik, kalo x nangess...hehehee

also, since abang is here, makan semalam semua ditanggung abang. hahaha, not only me, syam and ME pun join sekali pow abang. kekeke. kenyang perut suka hati kami. after that syam nye turn for battle of the band. main purpose me and my brother came to UPI was of course to support him. hee. kalo x, abang tu datang bandung just to sleep je. zzz. syam did fantastic, he improved a lot. i think he won, but dunno yet, the result is today. hee.

some pics over yesterday's event.the almamater. ceh ceh. kontijen bandung's official shirt

the boyfriend. congrats on ur win. hehek.

the cuz. hehe

the bestfriend. hee <- me making the mad hatter face. ngahahaha.

the friends

the 2 always bickering duo. haha

more friends

the oranges and the weird<-referring to kin baju yang x boria. hehe

the che nah bulatss. :D

p/s: went home around 12am and almost overslept for today's oncall. arghh. i woke up at 643 and got ready at the speed of lighting. gila record time for mandi, pakai baju, comb hair and wear tudung in 10 minutes! sengal hek!

jaga again~

2011-12-08T17:49:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

currently sedang oncall tht. zzzz. two days in a row. zzzz. semata2 sebab terpaksa tukar jaga ngan kawan so that leh gi tengok bandung games on sabtu. then ahad plak jaga 24jam 7pagi ahad sampai 7pagi isnin. giler kentang. zzzz. naseb baik la jaga tht x letih sangat pun except kalo kena pergi observe operation. tu tersangatlah letih. wuu. semalam kena observe operation kul 12am sampai kul 230am. dah tersengguk2 terlelap sambil berdiri. dah la pagi tadi bimbingan kul 6. kul 620 baru sampai sebab nak jugak2 tido before gi kelas. hee.

apepun, xsabar tunggu weekend sebab nak gi bandung games! leh jumpe my cousin yang will be entering battle of the band and my bro will probably be coming too. yeppi! boleh pow mere bhai. hehehek. dia baru balik dari malaysia, hopefully ade ole2 for me. hee.

oh tadi ade brevet tht. somewhat like graduation of the residen yang dah berjaya jadi specialist. so there was no perseptoran! yey! we just wandered around waiting for lunch time and makan free since ade jamuan after that. wee. dah la food dia sedap! ade siomay, ade satay, ade steamboat, nasi lauk, buah, aiskrim and pancake. i had all. hahaha. was really stuffed. jimat duit xyah bayar makan lunch. ekekeke. buat la brevet selalo2 ek department2 yang i nak masuk after this! hee

ok, thats it. im sleepy. nak edit bst bagi kat fawaz and then sleep ah. waiting for ME to abis buat gigi sebab karang dia nak datang dinner with me. hehek.

please cepat kul 5am! i nak jaga ni abis cepat2. my mind setting hari ni dah hari jumaat dah. padahal baru khamis. ceh ceh.

here goes THT-KL

2011-12-05T21:39:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

started THT-KL today. telinga hidung tenggorokan- kepala leher. tehee. still tengah blur3 lagi. manage to see cerumen extraction today. one word. im not gonna be an ENT specialist, period. haha.

teringat omelan konsulen time kat department mata hari tu, how THT-KL should be THT-KLKM telinga hidung tenggorokan-kepala leher kecuali mata. hahaha. talk about territory huh? xpuas ati toi konsulen tu THT-KL kaut sume. tehee.

so here goes 3 weeks of THT-KL! yosh. semoga lulus cemerlang. xpayah remed2 dah. nak kosambi sikit la. dengar cite its easy to fail tht. we dont want that do we? hee.

to start off tht, i give u this, to those who doesnt think snoring is a big problem

we have a snoring clinic, just for u. ngehee. true story.

no fair

2011-12-04T09:28:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

huwaa.. just finished talking with mama on the phone. dorang pergi bercuti ramai2 dekat langkawi rupa2nya. patut la lupe anakanda di perantauan ni. sobsobsob *drama air mata* mama cakap sume balik for kenduri kawen anak tok ngah hasan and buat mini gathering alang2 tu. ingatkan pergi balik hari ri tu rupa2nya siap tido sana, jalan2, makan kerabu blunok. eh, betul ke wa eja ni? what is blunok by the way?? haha. sori naa cheq habaq siap2 cheq xtauu. care to enlighten me.

seriously i envy my bro. dah la balik tiap2 bulan sekarang sebab dia xnak renew visa student dia since he'll be back for good this december, and everytime dia balik, mesti ade kenduri. MESTI. somewhere somehow mesti mama bawak dia jalan pergi mana2. NO FAIR!!!

ahh..wait la i finish my clinical year, mama must bring me somewhere abroad. siap2 ek mama, buat paper siap2 untuk 2013 bulan 12 camtu, im home for good (hopefully x sangkut2 clinical year) and i nak tuntut all the trip i miss. bwahahaha. *evil laugh*

coz bebai xdapat follow family trip, nak go out la later. chop chop cepat mandi. dari tadi bangun pagi2 x gheti2 nak pegi mandi...

duh, air cejukkk laaa.....

good food and catching up

2011-12-04T08:26:00.006+07:00

assalamualaikum

late yesterday's evening dapat message from nimy cakap nalin ade kat sini ajak jumpe. hehe. senyap2 je nalin tup3 dah sampai. nalin ni kawan time kat saina dulu. mula2 janji nak jumpe kat pvj after isyak, so after isyak and a few episode of my favorite series, hehehehe, kitorang pun pegi la pvj. masyaAllah, ramai hek la orang kat pvj. parking moto yang 5 tingkat tu full to the max. gile ah malam minggu dorang ni. i kalo xde nak jumpe sape2 memang malam minggu dekat2 je la, xmau gi mall, pack abis! jalan nye jalan nye jalan, we were starting to feel hungry, so since nalin x sampai ag, we went for dinner 1st. nimy lagi over kul 6 dah dinner dah. haha. saje nak try tempat baru, we went here:

wakaka. sebelah quali, depan haagen dasz.

and i ordered this:

es teh manis. hahaha. im a little fussy bout my drink. i xleh abiskan kalo x kena with my liking. so, the always safe choice is ice tea. nothing can go wrong with ice tea. hee. a few times already i minta air yang nama cam sedap but end up begging to exchange it with ME. hehehehe. oh the sambal hitam in the back there, is to die for. sedap hek. ME cakap rasa dia sama dengan kat eastern but i wouldnt know. i rasa cam ngeri je sambal tu nampak time makan kat eastern dulu2. it took me by surprised bila ME makan sambal tu 1 sudu dengan selambanye. i was like "eii, banyaknye, pedas la". fyi, ME xde la tahan pedas sangat2 just threshold dia maybe a bit up than me la. hahaha. pastu ME duk paksa try the sambal, and i did, and it was nice! x sangka, rupa je garang, dalam hati ade taman rupanya sambal tu. hehehe.

tom yam goong. if to be compared with other places i eaten tomyam throughout my years in bandung, i think this is the best so far. masam sikit, memang thai-like la. and lauk dia memang puas ati. ade udang, sotong, ikan, mushroom and sayur, cam berbaloi la sebab its cheaper than yang dekat black canyon (haha, yang i makan like setahun lalu with bestie sebab nak cuba but end up disappointed sebab xberapa umphh) but much2 yummier. for me la an. my home dengan siam is like 10 minutes away je, my taste for tomyam is more similar to orang thailand lah. ngehee.

motto diorang, somehow represent what i felt:

overall it was a delight. the food range from 20-30k and drinks 6-15k. its nice la. been a while jugak since me and ME went for dinner at a place like this. hehe. ye la, im saving for u know what. harus la berjimat cermat, ngedate dekat warteg, nasi padang and pecel lele je. hehek. macam seminggu sekali je eat tempat up sikit. xde la kesah sangat sebab its good food tapi since nak berusaha jugak for u know what, kena la kurangkan. haha. ME keep saying just ask from my parents. mama pun cakap xpe je if mama sponsor, but hey, whats the fun in that? hee.

anyway, as we were finishing our dinner, nimy called again cakap nalin xjadi datang pvj, sebab jammed. venue to meet up tukar lagi, to ciwalk. abis makan terus chow to ciwalk. meet up with nalin, chat a bit, pusing2 ciwalk sikit and bid farewell. kalo sempat, boleh la jumpe sekali lagi since nalin balik on wednesday but err, with prof T, the prognosis is kinda dubia ad malam. so rasa2nye, ermm, jumpe kat malaysia je la..kenduri kawen dak fortress mana2 yang lain. kekeke. took some pictures with nalin tapi dekat camera dia n nimy. my orange digicam sekarang tengah penuh dengan gambar corpse *cough2. sila buang*. nak amik pakai bb di waktu malam tanpa pencahayaan yang bagus adalah 1 pembaziran so pasrah je la tunggu orang lain tag kat fb. hehek

got this off fb. nimy tagged. hehe. me, nalin and nimy. mind the selekehness of my part, ingatkan xjumpe sape2 weekend ni, so pkai casual2 je la. ngehee.

ok thats it, toddles!

of salaam namaste :) and jadual jaga :(

2011-12-03T16:47:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

baru abis tengok salaam namaste. hee. dah lama nak tengok tapi cari nak download x jumpe2. naseb baek basyi jumpe.ngee. thankksss basyi best! muachhh. hee.

mula2 subtitle xleh baca dekat tv, dah nak huwaa bebai dah. then ME, cari subtitle baru and taddaa! leh tengok. ngehehehe. naseb ade ME. kalo x, jadi la cam tar zamen par. ade tapi x tengok. huhuhu. sebab subtitle lari. urghhh.

i like salaam namaste!! sweet! i hate the doctor. urghh. mane ade doc gelabah cam tu. spOG lak tu. pang kang baru tau. absolutely love preity and saif ali. dulu x suka saif ali, but sejak cite kal ho naa ho, terus fall in love. dia sesuai la belakon watak2 cam ni. dalam cite hum tum pun best!. hee

tengah best2 tengok salaam namaste kat tv tetiba dapat jarkom jadual jaga tht dah kuar. bengang gila gua kena jaga 3x on weekend! bloody hell. dah bebai abis dah. kalo next week x bandung games, may be i'll tolerate sebab actually i like jaga weekend, x penat on the schooling days taapii i nak gi tengok bandung games!! pehal wa jaga 3x weekends orang lain 1x paling banyak 2x! urghhh. terus complain kat teh vania, chiefco kitorang. harap2 dia jadualkan balik. if not, terpaksa cari orang ganti on this sabtu. pleasee la ade yang nak gantii...

xnak oncall sabtu please. rela oncall jumaat malam. seriously. huu

pheyeww

2011-12-02T14:16:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

phe yeww. im done with gimul. yey, passed it! memang not one of the department yang i sanggup repeat. wait, xde department i nak repeat. hehek. rehat for 2 days then its game time for ENT. ear nose throat. awal2 lagi prognosis dah dubia dah bila dapat tau perseptor killer yaitu prof T. on the bright side, at least dia x menguji. bright ke? huuuu.

alhamdulillah dah abis department seminggu2. seriously exhausting sebab every week exam. and kena siapkan tugasan like a whole bunch of crs, css, bst la, mini cEx la, ape la, all in 4 days. hari ke 5, exam. fuhh. apepun yang penting lulus sume. berbaloi la tiap2 malam wat keje dengan fawwaz. haha. nanti ENT pun group dengan fawwaz lagi. buat kerja ngan fawwaz lagi gamaknye. hahaha.

next week bandung games. ME will be participating in bowling. pastu abang might be participating as well. my cousin, syam pun masuk battle on the band. so i hope, next weekend i xde oncall. if ade kena mintak tukar la dengan sape2 an. hehe. nak pergi tengok. sorak2 sikit. haha. hopefully there's good food. leh makan free ke. ngehee. weekend ni nampak gayanye kena teman ME training la kot. dia xpernah training ponn. mengular je. hahaha.

yey, ade alasan nak gi makan pecel sedap dekat itb. ngeee

funneh

2011-11-29T21:22:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum
addicted to 9gag.

blame the bestfriend.

best way

2011-11-29T17:44:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

best way to get revenge to 'friends' that treat u like crap??

treating them like crap??

nahhh... thats too easy. no need to get as low as them...

best way is by showing them

despite it all, u still won, they still envy u, they still cant get want u got.

happiness.

they might still treat u like crap
because frankly thats the only revenge they can get.

and u?

keep on being happy.

ur happiness does not depend on others.

moral of the story, treat people as u want to be treated. what others do, are their doing. tehee.

stress disorder not otherwise specific

2011-11-29T16:14:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

i dunno why, maybe over the influence of that someone, haha, but i seem to keep on getting hungry so quickly unless im fed with rice. like tolong la. i dah makan roti la, risoles la, siomay la, meggi la, tapi still so hungry like xmakan ape lagi. once dah dapat nasi baru la perut kembali tidak mengada2 semula.

cam arghh. camne wa nak gi wat eurotrip camni klo perut gua asyik meragam mintak nasiii?? oh purleaseee. ape melayu sangat dah perut wa ni? hahaha. selama ni omputih sangat. kat rumah, the whole day bantai mac n cheese pun boyeahh. abah wat steak is much more anticipated than masakan bercitarasa melayu. eheh. sekarang perut keje cari nasi?? ahhh. disaster!!

or may be its stress induce related to perseptoran with dr A (bukan nama sebenar). huwaa. dah dua hari asyik kena marah je dengan dr A (bukan nama sebenar). what do u expect, in 2 days, i dah master all the disease pasal gigi mulut what other dentistry student learnt in 3-5 years? dah la tadi mini cEx kena periksa pasien benaran. im grateful my pasien baek gila, peramah gila jawab semua soalan, sabar je nganga mulut dia bagi i godek2. best part is, dia dah umur 70+, so gigi dah banyak xde. ahahahaha. dia pakai gigi palsu. so when i check, part yang xde leh X kan je. and sisa akar gigi dia so clear, memang tau what i was looking at. hee. but yang susahnya tentukan which gigi is which since banyak sangat yang xde an. perawat yang nguji kata lulus mini cEx tapi sampai ke petang sume kena bash dengan dr A (bukan nama sebenar) wawawawa. xsabar nak abis gimul. huu.

anyway, ntah due to the cuakness or the focus, xrasa cam geli pun periksa gigi orang. padahal selama ni, mati2 xnak jadi dentist sebab tu la. geli periksa gigi orang lain. ngeh3. tapi tengok kaki dh busuk, baby keluar dari V mak dia, etc etc etc x geli pulak kan? weird gurl! hahaha. pfft.

nak mandi and pergi repair css dengan fawwaz. risaunye kena bash esokkkk!

gimul

2011-11-28T07:34:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

yosh! 1st day at gimul. still the chief coass for this department. hee. on the bright side, pasni dah xyah jadi chiefco dah. ngeee.

best sebab masuk kul 8. rasa cam pagi yang tenang x yah rushing2 siap nak kena sampai before 7 an

life is good la

sadly, gimul just one week.

hee

ok, bye!

creambath-ing with fwens

2011-11-27T15:55:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

baru balik from creambathe-ing with kak ainul and yam. perghhh memang sedap giler ah. dia urut belakang n tangan for about 30minutes plus siap scrub belakang lagi. best gile. rasa macam 70k yang well spend. baru like rm30 kat malaysia. malaysia camtu rm30? xdapat jack. gunting rambut pun sekarang koman2 rm30-rm50 an. salon anata tadi dah la bleh tahan besar. dah ala2 jhonny andrea dah. eh, betul ke eja ek. dia punya salon punya la ramai orang wat creambath sampai ade 1 ruang khas untuk creambath. rasanya orang pompuan je kot wat creambath, sebab tadi semua ade pompuan je..hee..bole la bukak tudung..hehehek..pastu dia bagi kain kat kite suruh ganti baju, berkemban je..senang dia nak urut kot.. cuci dah la pakai air panas.. best.. teh tu kata creambath ni elok wat sekali sebulan biar rambut sehat. wa rasa, wa boleh la berbaloi la kalo kena spend 70k every month for my hair. rambut sehat, badan bestt.ala, dari grooming kucing ke ape ke, baik grooming diri sendiri. hee.

and since my hair fall problem macam semakin meruncing je akhir2 ni, i decided to buy a hair product and hope that its as good as teh tu cakap. ntahla, maybe sebab sekarang rambut dah start panjang, hair fall pun cam banyak je. merisaukan jugak because before this, waktu rambut pendek, xde pun camni. xde la sampai segengam an tapi still x puas ati tengok tiap2 kali sikat ade je 2,3 lai terperangkap. streshh! teh tu cakap jangan ganti2 shampoo sangat. ahaha. noted. duk ganti shampoo je semenjak dua menjak ni. dulu elok2 pakai loreal, gegeh beli bende2 laen. so now just wait and see la. harap2 in 1 month, oke la balik cam dulu. huu. baru 2,3 bulan ni cam ni. stressh dengan koass kewrr??

boleh kata dalam 4 tahun lebih duk sini, ni la creambath terbest for me. tertido tido sampai orang tu urut. dah la pakai kerusi urut yang bolong kat muke tu.. rilek je tido..silap hari bulan, siap boleh drooling lagi. teheee.

:P

aha!

2011-11-27T11:12:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

setelah berpenat jerih sms sana sini, kol pakcik aha berkali2, berjaya gak topup internet aha dengan hasil usaha sendiri. hehehehek.
tu la, noob sangat, selama ni ape2, suro orang laen buat, malas nak belajar sendiri, bila kena wat sendiri, struggle macam tengah jawab spm.
hehehehehe
dah daftar paket baru ni, kin kata next time just topup je, nanti dia tolak sendiri je. so pasni xpayah berhempas pulas dah. hee.

but just kalo2 kena buat lagi, tulis siap2 kat sini. sila send ekonomis30 ke 242. sekian terima kasih. hahaha. untuk cek pulsa sila send talktime ke 555. terima kasih lagi.

laju jugak la walaupun pakai paket ekonomis. mucch better than smartfren. cough cough.tehee. nak tengok dulu kelajuan selam sebulan ni. then baru nak riak2 ngan zair. ngee. zair dah la jeles wa beli broadband harga 250k je. murah kooottt. :P

one more down

2011-11-25T18:19:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

yey! finished exam rehabilitas medik (medical rehabilitation) just now. tunggu exam dari pagi, kul 1230 lepas solat jumaat baru start. lol betul. kalo abis awal kan leh gi padma jap. aigoo.

anyway, syukur sangat2 dapat dr rachmat as my penguji. kenal dia time dia tolong bestie wat dia nye thesis. bestie kate i ske flirt ngan dr rachmat. kekeke. dapat try cybex hasil duk cakap kat dr rachmat kata nak wat jugak test tu. bestie gune cybex for dia nye experiment. mahai oh bestie bayar. 30k kot per kepala (mahai la tu, mine guna ELISA pun free jee..credit to dr bachti..hehehe) ade kot 10-15 people (xingat) yang bestie test. maunye dekat sejuta jugak la bestie bayar. tapi me try free2 la. hehek. dr rachmat serious baek gile. dapat pulak kes osteoarthritis (OA). OA antara case yang best la kat rehab ni. i memang xnak dapat stroke. mujur fawwaz kena dulu. so dia dah stroke. hee. ade gak lupe2 skit. doc siap bagi bimbingan masa menguji lagi. santai abis la. mujur dapat A jugak. hahaha. sayang doc lebeyh sikit. erk, dr tri gak, sebagai perseptor yang best. fyi, dr tri pembimbing 1 bestie. memang dapat combo doc baek2 rehab lah. golek3 suka. hee.

so dah lulus la rehab. best golek2. lepas ni department gigi mulut. hopefully perseptor baik, penguji baik. selasa dah mini cEx..mamamiaa...

sekarang, karena sudah weekend, nak gi ronggeng ngan kengkawan. hee. nak tengok puss in boot. hahaha. cam x hectic je life sebagai medstudent ea? tengok movie je memanjang.....

blame that on the walking distance malls nearby. hahaha.

oke, daa!

sweetnyewww

2011-11-23T17:03:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

alololo abah, sweet betul suro adik tanya kat fb whether im fine or not regarding the so called death threat thru twitter. yang x tau sal ni mesti kes x baca paper ni. ish3. fyi, hari tu sebab kalah bola ade student unpad gi post kat twitter artis2 kite kata nak bunuh dak2 malaysia kat unpad. oh sengal. xpasal jadi kes polis and isu negara. walaupun dak sengal tu dah mintak maaf atas kesengalan dia yang emo sal kalah tapi terlajak perahu bole diundur..terlajak tweet, diRT2. hehe. famous jap jatinangor yang kecik molek tu. naseb wa dah pindah bandung dah clinical year ni, kalo still study kampus jatinangor, ade alasan xnak gi kelas sehari. boleh gi ronggeng. hehehe. kalo wa jadi dak sengal tu an, sekarang mesti cuak terkencing2 takut polis ketuk pintu rumah, takut masuk court sebab membabitkan isu negara. itu la. nak tweet, xpikir dulu. gitu la jadinye. hehehe.

but abah, no worries, akak duk bandung, amat aman damai dan harmony. kawan2 terima kekalahan dengan baik. kitorang xde masam2 muka. instead, totally opposite. u can see dak malaysia and dak indonesia lunch bareng2 ketawa riang2 disekeliling RS Hasan Sadikin. nak wat camne an. kawan2 1 department je la geng nak lunch sekali hari2. hehehe.

and lagipun, as always akak gi mana2 selalu berteman, selalu ade en bodyguard yang dijamin 100% bumiputera hari2 wajib makan nasi kalau x perut dia gelisah. so akak sihat2 je, bangga je keluar merata2 pakai jersi malaysia. keh3. because the thing is not all of them behave like that. most of them are like us, sopan santun penuh budi pekerti. cewah cewah. see how i use 'like us'??. puji diri sendiri lettew. hehek.

p/s: adik, tell abah, i want those cookies yang abah cakap sodap sehingga menjilat jari tu. nak gak. nak gak. hentak kaki. golek2. *emphasizing how much akak nak. hahahahaha*

rebiuu

2011-11-23T16:10:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

last saturday, wa dah berjaya tengok breaking dawn. idung kembang. walaupun x tengok on hari dia premier tapi still nak idung kembang jugak. keh3. not a fan of the twilight movies but definitely a fan of the books. so i was really looking forward to see breaking dawn. i loved the book so so so much. well, i'll say the movie did give the book some justice. the movie was ok. jacob was totally adorable. i so much root for the warewolf team. hahaha. the cullens xde dalam movie pun x ngaruh. hehek. bella's wedding dress was really spectacular. damn. dah la rasa nak lempang je bella tu (since movie no 1. tehee) sekarang terpaksa jealous lak kat dia. baju plak cantik. honeymoon lak tempat yang seriously breathtaking. ahhh. xaci kau, bella. neway, xheran langsung dia kawen ngan edward. not my taste la orang2 pale sangat ni. laen la jacob an. hee

the highlight of the movie is of course the birth of renesmee. i loved the fact that jacob imprinted on renesmee sebab watak dia after this cam adorable sangat2 xmacam mak dia yang nak kena lempang. *xabis2 lagi. hee*

xsabar nak tunggu breaking dawn part 2 because that it where the real action starts. i hope its like its book. please3. lagipun breaking dawn part 2 dah x porno dah. eh, jap. ade la 1 scene porno gak. ahhh...baru teringat..bole x cut je scene tu from the movie? bosan la bella asyik2 mengegeh kat edward. wekkk.

jumaat ni lak, bestie ade ajak gi tengok puss in the boot. im like...ermmm...nak gi x nak ea....tempting! but next week nak masuk department gigi mulut (gimul) dah. urghh. i dont like gimul... there's a reason why i mintak ganti from schlor for dentistry to medicine. i do not like to examine other people's mouth! nasib baek gimul just 1 week je. huuu

bye mommy!

2011-11-22T22:52:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

mommy's going to vietnam tomorrow for a seminar, i guess.
just for a couple of days. huhu.
1st time mommy pergi sendiri. selalu mesti ade yang teman.
this time mommy gi ngan her faculty
semoga selamat pergi and pulang mommy!
ole2 please! hehe

ayayaya. baru teringat, x survey hotel and travel lagi for family nak datang this dec.
thing is, the tentative keep on changing. sekejap daddy wants me to go to jakarta and follow them to bogor, then mommy will go like akak wait at bandung, adik nak gi bandung..toksah pi jakarta..then this then that. haha. i'll wait for mommy to come back from vietnam lah and confirm everything back. anyway abang is comin in a few days, just dont know when. haiyaa. ketuk pale baru taw. nak pass stuff to him for him to bring back to malaysia. he's going back on the 30th and still xbagi tau lagi bila dia nak datang. haiya that brother of mine.

and oh, dah dapat pinjam baju from janakan's gf. some kind of indian attire. hehe. for diwali nite. naseb baik muat2. dia dah risau baju dia too big for me. janakan told her, i was skinnier than her, which is so not true. haha. ive gain weight. muke pun dah macam bulan. and ME still saying its not enough. gahhhh. how much more la he wants me to gain. im gonna run out of things to wear and im gonna put all of the blame on him. period. tehee.

the baju is subtle enough. i pun xreti nak fancy2 sangat. kang kekok lak. asal sesuai dengan majlis sudah la. hee. berdebar jugak niiiii...dah la xkenal kawan2 ttm...hahahaha...

anyway, i thank ttm for wanting to bring me to diwali nite. dah lama teringin nak pergi and pernah bertekad pun nak gi sekali sebelum grad tapi xde geng nak pegi dengan. akhirnya dapat pergi. ttm memang leh baca minda saya. hehehe. they say, great minds think alike! ngeh3

post emo kat fakri. hehehe,

2011-11-22T15:23:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

fuh, last night's game of malaysia vs indonesia was definitely one of the most nerve wrecking game i ever seen. haha. 120minutes of praying 4 malaysia to win and swearing over fakri's bad performance at the same time. haha. and it all came down to the penalty kicks. pheyewww, KFCM is really at the peek of his game. terer syial. i guess badrol's kick was that hard sampai terlepas from meiganye tangan. wee! malaysia won 4-3! :D

nice game btw, walaupun banyak berlakon, fakri macam kambing terlepas. bukan ape, seriously dude, banyak giler dia mensia-siakan peluang orang lain penat2 usaha, create untuk dia. BANYAK GILA. yea, yea, i know, kalau gua maen sendiri pun xgol gak but HELLO, sebab tu gua xmaen bola untuk NEGARA. dah kau player NEGARA, tunjuk la sikit cam ko player handalan, ni x, macam maen kat sawah. selfish, xpakai otak, and bodoh sombong. stress gile tengok fakri maen, its like, malaysia is so better off with 10 player than having 11 player but with one totally screwing up with the other 10's rhythm. macam mana orang x maki. kalau kalah semalam, ade ke orang nak cakap lagi ea "at least dia maen, ko boleh ke?" aigoo. beragak la nak defend. that kind of bad performance is such a disgrace. memang la dia yang goalkan lawan myammar (which btw was deflected from the defender) but hey camne dia main for the whole 90minutes? sampah. rasanya kalo dia ganti player lagila dia bantu malaysia menang besar. banyak gile peluang yang dia sia2kan and still ngan muke sombong and cari gaduh xtentu pasal. pfft.

heh. wa memang emo dengan cara fakri maen. tapi lagi emo kat orang yang bajet baek nak trash orang yang condemn fakri. konon like "eii, korang x reti bersyukur ke fakri dah tolong malaysia gi final". like urghh. im not saying is oke nak jatuhkan maruah dia but hello, we have the right nak kata that is the worst performance ever. kalo ade orang kate tu bagus, haih, wa xtau la lu tengok bola ke tengok body fakri.

anyway, great game. naseb baek menang. didnt give much hope seeing fakri was the striker, but thank god asra ade, thank god badrol rajin kejar that ball. hee. the rest is history. keh3.

punya la semangat tengok bola, kul 11 lebih baru start what crs. 12 lebih baru siap. pastu pagi tadi time morning report baru kalut2 wat slide. nantok lagi. mujur hari ni balik awal. hee.

now nak gi makan eskem. ME tengah ngidam eskem. mengandung kot. heheehhehee. pastu nak cari ayam bakar+kol goreng. urghh, just writing bout it pun dah wat asam lambung mencurah2. tehee

goodluck!

2011-11-21T17:54:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

goodluck harimau muda. im not so optimistic but hey, im a malaysian. will support u all the way! hee.

gonna watch at our very own GBK. err. Gemi Bung Karno. as told by fawwaz. hehek.

after the game straight jadi kosambi. kena wat crs nak present esok. dah la kes Cerebral Palsy. susahh. anamnesis pun dah pusing. sok pilih kes css and siapkan and buat leaflet for penyuluhan on kamis. seriously rehab, sume bende ko nak cramp into a week? and then exam on friday? memang bravo lah. hahaha.

anyhow gonna enjoy the game first! semangat pakai baju malaysia dah ni! hee.

p/s: hungry. wanna eat. salahkan kak nadya cakap sal double zinger burger. wawawa. mana lah nak dapat kat sini an. *nanges*

ngee

2011-11-19T17:42:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

this is funny. hahahaha. for someone who doesnt like edward. tehee

of breaking dawn n rambling.

2011-11-19T09:11:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah, dah abis nuklir semalam. isnin masuk rehabilitas medik lak. im the chief for the department. cuak2. hehe. xpe la jadi chief sekarang. pasni xyah jadi chief dah. hee.

semalam punya la bosan sebab planning awal was to teman ME to his dentist tapi ME banyak autopsy lak semalam balik pun dah kul 9malam. dah la kul 5pagi dah gi hospital. sian. so, i mengtidakbosankan diri dengan crash date bestie and mussy di saat akhir. keh3. tapi sebab mussy bawak che nab gak, so fair game la. hee.

hari ni nak tengok breaking dawn later tonight with yam, k.ainul, momo and yati. hope sangat2 ME x de oncall malam ni, xde autopsy malam ni sebab nak gamble je beli tiket for dia gak. klo ade, terpaksa la burn tiket. huhu. ME xtau lagi ni nak beli tiket kat dia sekali. hehehe. ME last bole kena panggil to oncall at 11pm. please3, jangan la panggil. pleasee..hee...sebenarnya memang nak tunggu dia tengok sekali, tapi serious wa dah xsabar nak tengok jacob. ME paksa rela je bagi tengok dulu. hehe. dengan syarat nanti tengok lagi ngan dia. so, dengan harapan xperlu tengok breaking dawn 2x, sangat la berharap beliau free malam ni. hehek.

also karang nak gi makan kat nannys. dah janji kat kin2 and bestie nak belanja pancake. dah janji lama dah lak tu. hahaha. janji mesti dikota an. nak try nannys setiabudhi je, harap2 sama je la dengan nannys riau. malas nak gi jauh2 maa. hee.

lastly, ttm message asking me to teman dia pergi diwali nite next saturday, dia belanja. yeyeye. mula2 cam serba salah jugak sebab sekarang my status dah bertukar, xleh sebarangan je keluar dengan another guy walaupun memang dah establish dia one of my best-est friend since 1st year lagi. i pun xnak orang cakap i sebarangan je keluar dengan other guys xpikir sal my bf. but semalam dah mintak permission from him and dia cakap leh pergi, so yey la. hee. kalo ME x forensik sekarang memang la 100% akan bawak dia sekali but he understands me. he knows who my friends are and what they mean to me, what he mean to me. hee.. thank god for such an understanding bf. (puji skit.hehe). most probably will teman ttm to diwali nite la. gosh, i dont have anything to wear. mamamiaa...

ok, dah cukup bebel. hehe. nak bersiap nak gi ciwalk book ticket and karaoke. hehe.

just saying.

2011-11-15T18:07:00.001+07:00

assalamualaikum

just saying.

:)

2011-11-15T14:45:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

i find this very very very very cute and adorable. i wouldnt mind having this everyday. if only. hee

cookie cookie cookie!

**spoken like a true cookie monster fan. hee. i want a cookie tree too to shake and cookie comes falling down like apples. hee. again, if only*

saddening

2011-11-15T13:43:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

saddening isnt it? u know all of that is true. come on, who are u joking. most girls feels the same. when ur too skinny, u whine, then u gain a bit, and u start making a fuss on how ur cheeks are getting prominent and such. i know, i do. most of us hide under make up, most of us do not feel secure on how we appear. u may keep on trying to show to the world how content u are, but boohoo are u really?

and its saddening. on how we need to be scared and unsecure. mostly because people do judge a book by its cover.

aite?

i wish we were a lil more stronger than that.

i wish we knew we are beautiful no matter what people say.

sadly, we dont.

just saying.

dying for

2011-11-15T08:34:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

seriously, im dying for a fossil handbag.

wouldnt go for a tote, daddy said save urself some space, ur so not into tote. haha. buy one when ur a married women. true. may be just one that can be transform to a slingbag or sort. its more my style. hee.

maybe a mustard yellow or a sky blue one

or any other that catch my eyes. hehehek.

its soo heart melting.

huwaaa. but so much things to buy/pay for first.

terpikir2, bila nak kaya? hahahaha. people say money doesnt buy happiness, but not having money also says the same story maa..

:P

NM

2011-11-15T08:25:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

its my second day of five at nuclear medicine
jumaat dah exam.
huwaa
sekejap sangat. sempat ke nak paham nii..

nak siapkan css cepat2. 2 hari ke depan boleh study. huhuhu. semoga dipermudahkan.

gambatte!

uuu...

2011-11-13T22:36:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

uuu...my thesis adviser baru message tanye nak present my thesis at bandung's infectious disease research seminar... have known about it since last week since ade announcement asking student to participate but its such an honor to be personally asked by him. hehehek. kalo nak submit sendiri memang tidak la kan.

maybe if the timeframe was a lil bit longer i would accept, ye la, it'll look good on my resume nanti kan. kena build up confidence dulu. huhu. i kinda have stage fright. hehe.dah 6 bulan tinggal that thesis. dapat je A, terus jadi kacang lupakan kulit. campak thesis ntah ke mana2. folder thesis elok je lagi dekat laptop xpernah bukak2 dah. need to re-read it. re-understand it. re-live it. risau kalo orang tanya soalan i cant answer. risau kalo orang rasa my thesis tu insignificant. risau macam2. xconfident dengan diri sendiri. ME cakap kalo membebankan, xyah la buat. lagipun i'll be entering department seminggu2 after this. mana sempat nak study for exam and prepare for the presentation. i dont wanna do things half done. fyi, the seminar is next friday. surely my priority is to pass every department on the first try aite?

so, i declined the offer. rasa bersalah and ashamed lak kat doc sebab declined. doc dah banyak tolong, rasa cam x mengenang budi lak doc dah message offer tapi xnak. and rasa rugi jugak if i didnt grab the chance. but as bestie cakap, would my resume look good if i failed a department? erm, i guess not. cant jeopardize my chances to grad on time kan. huhu.

is it the right choice? huhuhu.

my weekend

2011-11-13T22:12:00.000+07:00

assalamualaikum

weekend has come to an end.

so how did i spend my so called weekend?

dating 2 days in a row at the dentist.

one day, dated for a couple of hours waiting for ME whose undergoing root canal treatment

and another day ME accompanied me extracting my final molar 3 out

today, recovery period, so watched sea games the whole day long.

hahaha. one word: lame. hee.

but still great. got to have a long long chat with ME, laughed a lot. ate a lot. had the most yummeh siomay i have ever tasted in my entire 4 years + living here. had ice creams here and there. laughed and laughed some more.

and also, joyful news, finally, no more oral surgery. finished. wohoo!

so, i guess my weekend went just fine.

lame but surrounded with joy. tehee.

p/s: i so cannot survive on just porridge. 1st day post operation, dah makan ayam goreng crispy thanks to bestie yang tolong belikan and made dinner for us. wee. thanks bestie ;)

2011-11-13T20:16:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

yey! coolio dah open blog balik!!!

sekian.

hee

done with ophthalmology department :)

2011-11-11T13:24:00.004+07:00

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yey, finished ophthalmology department dengan jayanya. hee. alhamdulillah soca dapat case yang disukai which is conjungtivitis + pterigium. was really hoping to get penguji yang baik and indeed dapat penguji yang baik. yey, lucky 33.3%. hahaha. alhamdulillah all of us lulus this department ;)

really gonna miss ophthalmology. sangat menyenangkan 3 minggu kat sini. nak jadi cam dr erna lah. doc yang baik and comel. hehe. serious she's soo cute make u almost wanna hug her!

some pics with my groupmate for ophthalmology. see u guys in ENT in 3 weeks! minggu depan and depan and depan mengadap muke pawas je la sebab department seminggu2 with pawas je. hee.

with groupmates and perceptor, erna tjahjaningtyas, dr., SpM

really considering to be an ophthalmologist somewhere in the future. hehek

and what better way to celebrate a success than by having a slice of red velvet cake! hee

2011-11-10T09:10:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

p/s: i have always loved a romantic photo featuring eiffel tower. but yet, when i did visit it years back, i didnt find anything romantic about it. maybe u need to visit it with someone ur romantically involve in ea? hahahaha.

for me

2011-11-09T13:37:00.006+07:00

assalamualaikum

this is a post ive writen some time ago, just havent finished it. just havent posted it.

for me, a girl should always choose a guy who cherish her, need her, make her laugh, love her and take great care of her not someone who cheated on her, someone who hit her.

if he has cheated once, what guarantee do u have that he wont do it again? if he hit u once, what will hold him from doing it again?

i believe its ok to love a guy with all ur heart, just, love urself more

i believe every girl should know when to take ur stand or when to lower ur defense

choose someone who love u rather than someone who u love because u can always develop love for that someone who loves u, but u cant force someone who u love to love u back just because u loved them. the only person u can boss around is u. u cant force anyone else to want what u want when they dont want it. get me?

every girl deserve better

if u urself dont think u do, then u probably deserve what u got.

love with all ur heart, but save a little, just in case u need it to build ur heart back again.

xmo yet.

2011-11-09T12:19:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

huwaa. lusa kan dah nak abis mata. cam kurang rela je nak masuk department seminggu2 pas ni. sigh3.

pasni xde la lagi ME pampared cakap nak jemput balik kelas petang2. waa. suke dijemput. boleh sembang ngan ME atas moto. kat hasan sadikin lom tentu leh balik sekali cam time obgyn dulu. ME masuk forensik. forensik time x fix. ade mayat, ade la keje dorang. 3 minggu of xleh gi jalan mana2 sangat sebab ME kena standby for oncall. i said sangat. bukan x kuar langsung. hehe. weekend pun ME ade possibility nak oncall. and since i pun department seminggu2 so every week exam penting.

so, xmo abis mata yet. mata santai. wisata kuliner hari2. boleh men tenet banyak2. blogging. tengok runningman. tengok cite. maen game. balik tengahari makan lunch dengan ME. xmo abis mata yet.

huu~

lelaki seperti aku. pfft u!

2011-11-08T23:05:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

another vid to share. wa meme suke tengok vid matluthfi. hasil pengaruh rakan sebaya. the other person yang orang duk cakap best2 ape ntah name dia yang muke cam mamak skit tu xpernah tengok lagi. most probably sebab rakan sebaya xpernah tunjuk. hahaha. wa nak cari2 browse sendiri vid best2 ni meme tidak lah. mostly just tengok yang orang laen promote je. laen la chamaak challo. haa, tu inisiatif sendiri. hehek

hahahaha. lawak bleh tahan la vid ni. i liked vid yang masalah tu more. slap slap slap. hee. true, matluthfi, most songs memang hyperbola sesangat tapi an bila tengah galau an sume lagu cam memang kena jiwa, tangkap leleh, memang story of my life. hahaha. jangan nak kate tidak. and btw, darn u matluthfi, xpasal2 wa duk dengar lagu alif satar yang rubbish beby beby tu. tu la an lempang baru tau, dah ade awek, konon nak setia tapi duk panggil the other girl baby, bagi harapan ler tu. tumbuk kuasa bazooka baru tau. eh, emo. hahaha. xnak mencemarkan bloggie dengan vid lelaki seperti aku. tehee. chamaak challo je in trend sekarang.

(arghh. seriously tengah addicted to chamaak challo)

chamaak callo ;D

2011-11-08T21:50:00.007+07:00

assalamualaikum

about a week ago, i went to see the ever famous SRK in his newest movie, Ra-One. fyi, i memang peminat tegar SRK suatu ketika dulu. berabis duit jugak la abah belikan sume cd2 SRK dari yang muda, dari film sampah, sume la. ntah ke mana ntah cd2 tu, jadi bahan mainan tikus dekat stor kat kebun ntah ape? hehehe.

so pergi la tengok Ra-One, without knowing what was it about. just tau SRK berlakon. now tu baru la fan sejati. hahaha.

however, kinda surprising how much hindi movies have developed. pergh the movie was full of cgi n effects. of course la cant beat micheal bay's movies tapi setakat hantu bonceng tu memang pukul abis sampai lunyai la. boleh kate filem melayu sekarang dah tahap memalukan sengat2 dah. xabis2 about sosial, about rempit. tu je la identiti cite melayu. anak derhaka, anak derhaka, anak derhaka. lol. and orang pergi lak tu abiskan rm12 sampai filem tu boleh jadi box office. now, sape yang ngokngek? makan mcd lagi best.

the movie was ok la. not too bad. kinda interesting. impressing even. hee. 1st time tengok cite hindustan kat wayang. kebas bontot gue. siap ade intermission lagi. SRK serious handsome as g.one. dia pakai susuk ape dah tua pun cakep banget. hahaha.

anyway, enjoyed the movie very much. cerita family, and leh tahan lawak. if ur a SRK fan like me, u'll like it. hee. i enjoyed it. suke gila lagu chamaak challo sampai atas motor pun duk kerja nyanyi lagu chamaak challo kat belakang happily. ngee. dah la tau satu ayat je. duk ngulang2 nyanyi "wanna be my chamaak challo??" hehehehe.

chamaak challo from Ra.One everybody!

p/s: err, arjun rampal eh yang jadi Ra.One? why so skinny? dulu minat arjun gak sebab badan dia..alahaii....hehehek

mnjerit kegembiraan. hee

2011-11-08T16:22:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

yey, finished my mini cEx for ophthalmology department! just tinggal soca on jumaat je. hopefully lulus cemerlang and boleh step in nuclear medicine dengan hati yang gi gi girang. hee.

thanks ME for being my patient walaupun tengah bebai2 at me. keh3. boleh pulak kes yang praktis ngan ME semalam is the kes i dapat tadi. cuak je tadi bila kena pick medical record sekali mine yang patient dah ade so kena mini cEx 1st padahal my turn was the 2nd. tapi bila tengok2 keadaan patient, tarik nafas lega sikit. at least kes dah tau, just kena wat betoi2 je. dunno what i got, but kinda satisfied la. doc pun xde cam wat muke ish3 biol benor dak ni, so ok la kot. hee

thanks gak kat mommy, daddy, momo, kin, n ttm yang xpernah lupe wish me luck everytime i exam. hee. really appreciate it. ofcoz also dak group 3 yang selalo discuss same2. sok turn izwan n mun. hopefully diorang dapat kes yang dorang suke la. bila suke, mesti leh jawab. hehehe.

need to focus on the main cases yang keluar for soca. need to nail it. yang fail ke ape ke sume tau bukannye orang biol2, just kekadang dapat examiner overly detail. sebab tu, at least kena baca betul2 dengan harapan x kena bash. hahaha. yoshh chaiyok lah. er, nak tido jap dulu. semalam x cukup tido. hiks.

and oh yea, good luck ME for ur mini cEx esok! semoga ur psychiatric patients baik2 n mood xlabil nanti. hee.

..

2011-11-07T00:01:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

if i could speak of love in a way people wont see it as something worth puking over, haha, i might write about it everyday, in every post.

the thing is, im so much loved and im so much in love.

im content with where i am, who i am and who i am with.

i loved before
and im grateful for that love

its a feeling i didnt thought i could ever feel again.

im blessed.

i just wish and pray it'll last forever

i wish i could express it in a way no one would question my sincerity.

just a thought of the night. nite peeps. :)

2011-11-05T20:44:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

selamat hari raya aidiladha!

maaf zahir batin

makan kambing/lembu cicah air asam tu ingat2 la sama kat kami diperantauan :')

ceyes rindu family (dan lain2 hal berbangkit)

susah nak focus di musim perayaan ini.

ade open house x eh? hee. nak serbu.... :P

men beskal ah

2011-11-05T15:40:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

baru pas ujan. sejukk. air pun dah cam ais. nak gi merebut balik ah cerek. boleh wat masak air panas nak mandi. hehek. naseb la konon nak berjimat, sewa kost xde air panas. sekarang asal nak mandi je rasa menyesal. asal nak mandi je, nyesal. saya suka mandi. tapi xsuka kena air. keh3.

baru pas ujan, malas nak study.

message bestie ajak men beskal. dia jalan, i nek beskal. sebab dia je ade beskal. i nak beli beskal tapi ntah kapan la kan. hee. banyak sangat bende pending nak beli. rasa cam nak tanam pokok duit je baru la kaching kaching kaching.

ok, out maen beskal ngan bestie. ingat tau, balik before maghrib. hee.

esok raya!!!!!! yey!!!

lusa exam!!!! boooo!!!!

sekali ujan balik. nangis sambil peluk moolat.

2011-11-03T13:10:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

and study.

bijak (sarcastically)

2011-11-03T12:52:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

when bijak sangat tau diri jenis xbleh kena hujan but still redah hujan sebab nak tengok hindustan

of course la the aftermaths is

demam

pfft.

mujur today dah memang tau perseptor xde so xde perseptoran. nak amik mc pun rasa xbersalah sangat.

so end up baring bawah comforter with the notebook on my tummy

and blogged.

need.to.study.now.exam.minggu.depan.tapi.malas.hadoila

coolness

2011-11-03T12:04:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

yesterday, after we were already half broken hearted sebab elektrik kerja blackout je sampai the lasik operation we were suppose to watch at 9am was postpone to another time and we end up having to present our css to make use of the free time. sume dah alaa, dah set mind nak tengok lasik dah. so bebai2, present jugak la kan. tehee. bila after lunch ary bagitau suruh turun ke pusat lasik sekarang for operasi lasik, everyone hearts was like jumping happily. hahaha. talk about nerds huh? :P actually i guess most med student love being in an operation and just watch rather than squeezing our brain to the max during classes. hahaha.

i myself have to admit, an operation on something so small seems so wickedly genius. like gosh, i wonder how clever the guy who invented this technique or this device or etc etc. to have ur invention use worldwide and for generations is pure genius. like lasik, it only takes like 20 minutes including pre operation preparation and vallah, u can see without glasses! geez. its so cool.

so basically, for those who want to know, lasik is a relatively a simple procedure. given u are already a specialist in the field. hahaha. of course la. residents are not allowed to perform the operation on real patients kalo kat ciciendo, so be assured ur operation is done only by the best. hee. afterall its 14juta bhai for just a 50second laser being aim into ur eye. hee. so 1stly the doctor will make a flap at ur cornea to expose the part which will be laser. its a devide somewhat like the one they use to cut the front of a cigar, just giving a rough image. hee. after that the laser will be shot into ur eyes for 50 seconds or so and reshape ur corneal. basically.

i guess the scary part is we are awaken during the whole process and only given anesthetic or maybe a lil sedative to ease the nerve. hahaha even cabut gigi dah 7x pun, kali ke 8 still berdebar gak kan. hee. doc pun cakap komplikasi berlaku pun kalo patient too scared sampai bergerak banyak if not complication rarely happen. just the usual perih mata sikit like that la for a few days. immune reaction from the body la kan. but as i say, the process is amazing and ur eyesight would be perfect after that. in just 20minute (and 14juta. hahaha. rupiah hokay). yang kurang fashionable nye is kena pakai googles for like 3 days so that kita x genyeh mata sebab the flap xdijahit balik just biar dia sembuh secara alami.

im so gonna ask daddy's permission to do this. really need to find a way to save that much of money. nape insurans takaful x include lasik eh? ceh, ceh. orang bagi betis nak seekor ayam pulak. sebolehnya xnak guna parent's money coz baru la bole dibanggakan tapi alahai la schlor dak belajar kat indo, rasanya orang belajar kat malaysia lagi banyak dari kitorang. -,-

lasik

2011-11-02T08:06:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

most probably will be watching lasik operation at 9am

really excited maa

seriously curious how lasik is done

kalo aman, ingat nak buat jugak.

but kena kumpul duit dulu la kan. keh3.

no money no talk maa

a good thing my perceptor bole buat lasik. hee

awal2 lagi dah gtau dia kalo kitorang nak buat lasik, nak mintak diskaun kaw2 from dia

1st amik student rate, pastu mintak doc less lagi. ngee. baru untung. hee

still, need to save 14juta if nak buat before balik malaysia for good

sempat ke ea? hee.

eh jap, xtanya abah lagi. tengok2 abah x bagi. haha.

2011-11-02T07:57:00.002+07:00

should know..

2011-11-01T10:38:00.002+07:00

2011-11-01T07:31:00.003+07:00

putting a smile on a sad face isn't as easy as they say it would be.

sigh.

should have taken a leave and just slip inside my blankie

i really need a hug and an assuring shoulder to tell me everything's gonna be alright

someone kind enough to do so?

dari mata jatuh ke hati

2011-10-30T12:53:00.004+07:00

assalamualaikum

dah seminggu masuk department mata baru nak blogging. keh3. ophthalmology. wasnt a favorite during my sked time (read as my 4years of learning the theory part of medicine). i actual dont really like a subject where i hardly can imagine the process of how it happens. i can pass it, but not love it. so since like forever, jadi pakar mata was like awal2 dah pangkah. hee.

but seminggu dah koas at RS mata ciciendo, im starting to get the big picture of ophthalmology and starting to love it. i guess its somewhat due to my lovely preceptor (some what like tutor only in clinical year we call it preceptor). i guess its true, a good teacher can make u like something that u despise mostly. hee. cara dr erna ajar and terang rasa senang gile nak tangkap and visualize how this happen, how that happen, why we give this, why we do that. and with groupmates yang xskema and best, selalu ajar what i xpaham, im kinda loving ophthalmology. hee. talked to abah earlier this week and abah was like bagusla, abah suka if i futher in ophthalmology. less messier, more family time. hahaha. talk about future. abah suke berangan2. i myself still weighting the option. nak further or not. nak take ape. still weighting the option. not totally fix on one yet. hee. lagipun just 3 weeks at mata, wont give me the whole picture of it right? im just going to finish up my koas, pangkah yang x minat, look further into yang minat. hee. pass being a doc 1st la kan. hehehehehe.

anyway, with just 2 weeks more in ophthalmology, seriously i hope to pass. scary jugak dengar cerita2 orang laen. ye la, obgyn dulu santai abis xde soca. soca for what i know has not been my strongest point. need to make it one of. soca bersepah2 clinical year ni. haiyaa. seriously need luck on my side these 2 years. tehee. maybe patut potong kaki rabbit banyak2 kot? i heard rabbit's feet is a luck charmer. hee. not that i believe in it. hehek.

of kambing golek and screw medskul

2011-10-30T11:43:00.002+07:00

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my mom sekarang tengah gila menggolek kambing. i mean order kambing golek. and its frustrating. sebab i x bleh balik untuk menikmatinya. seriously, screw u medskul. xde cuti langsung except for weekend. nangis. mommy then just had to menambahkan luka didada anta message u are cordially invited to blablabla. langsung call mommy and ask her whats with the ajak2 ayam tanpa disertai ticket flight. tehee. mommy gelak je lebih. saje letteww nak kasi kite terliur ngan kambing golek+nasi beriyani abah and most of all, baked potato mommy. i was like whaaaa... nape nak buat baked potato when im not home? napeee?? napee?? terasa betrayed jap. hahaha. apepun dah made mommy swear on my own kambing golek+nasi beriyani+baked potato bila i balik nanti. tamak but necessary. sebab x aci. abang dah balik for both kambing golek and my score is still 0. ahh.

so the occasion is for kenduri kesyukuran mommy da alhamdulillah bergelar professor. hari tu dah buat dah for mommy's fakulty where abah 1st time masak nasi beriyani for 150 people. i heard it was a success. i mean the food was good and everybody was happy. hee my family is like that, kitorang x just buat kenduri just for the fact nak buat kenduri, maen order je kat caterer mana2, xkesah sedap x sedap. kitorang kesah sangat2 bout makanan mesti kena wajib sedap. typical malaysian huh? make people happy with good food in their tummy. kekekeke (macam promo suro sume orang datang je bila wat kenduri lagi. ngeh3). now, the kenduri is for our big big family. nanti kambing golek i kenduri for..ermm..just cause..hehe. nak kambing jugakkk!!!

i told mommy kalo mommy wat kenduri at KL, i would definitely buy a ticket back home. kedah jauh sangat. would waste time just for transit. alas, walaupun this time mommy wat kenduri at KL, still xleh balik sebab mommy wat kenduri on 2nd raya haji. and on 2nd raya haji, im gonna be struggling with exam week. again, screw u medskul. menangis sikit lagi.

so nak x nak terpaksa la kempunan dari jauh and tengok je pics nanti dorang post kat fb. dah la miss the family's picnic and also a trip to terengganu. no fair abang dapat ikot. no fairrr. kunci pintu abang baling kunci dalam toilet pastu flush biar xleh kuar *dengki* best la beliau sekarang bela perut kat rumah sebab dah abis study tunggu graduation and then leh kerja dah. evil plan wat masa sekarang is pow gaji 1st abang for unnecessary item. ngehehehehe. need to come up with a plan with my lovely sister *evil laugh*

anyway, hopefully kenduri kali ni pun berjalan smoothly like the previous. memang dah jadi niat mommy nak buat kenduri kesyukuran for family and friends over the great news. semoga dilancarkan Allah.

yeppi

2011-10-29T22:38:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

yeppi! baru je beli broadband baru yang agak2 laju bole tahan la xde la loading pun berjam2. hehehe.

and cheap jugak lak tu. half from the price me and kin expected. sebab tengah promo. dapat sebulan free. win-win situation la. senang sikit if nak pakai tenet. xpayah mengemis internet dari pusat2 ngongkrong maupun jalan gemi dah. ekekeke. tapi kat jl gemi dah ade game crazy taxi. amat la harus pergi maen sebab ME dah beli khas for me. ngahahaha. sian ME dapat awek suke maen game xperlu gune otak. game pakai otak je x reti maen, zzz. eh, bukan x reti, malas nak memahamkan. orang nak maen game santai2. hee. santai la sangat, main fruit ninja pun asyik streshhh je nak potong hi score ME. sekarang tidak lagi. ME sila la potong hi score saya (riak. hahaha). duk pujuk ME beli kinect for his xbox. tujuan just nak maen fruit ninja kat xbox. mana la x kena debik ngan boyfie sendiri. tehee. dah la beliau gangster. hee

also dah tengok real steel. hugh jackman nye body is to die for. gile ar. seyes tolong ukir badan hugh jackman kat boyfie saya sekarang! hahaha. xla, memaen je. best cite tu. excited gile tengok all the jabs and the uppercuts. pergh, naseb xikot angkat2 tangan dalam wayang, seyes cool tambah2 the final round where the robot imitate hugh jackman nye movement. kewl dowh. hee

ok, sleepy. thats it for tonight. esok kononnya nak gi car free day. wish me luck on not being lazy! hee

hehek

2011-10-21T17:46:00.005+07:00

assalamualaikum

ME dah bising nape lama x blogging. alasan utama xde tenet. alasan kedua busy . alasan ketiga malas. hehe. anyway, baru selesai judisium for obgyn tadi pagi. alhamdulillah, all of us passed the department. xperlu nak remed or stuck or what. next pitstop departement mata. isnin ade pretest dah, so must start reading esok. hehehe. gonna miss obgyn and my groupmates yang sengal2. sure rindu nak tengok baby baru lahir yang cute banget. but sokay, nanti bedah jumpa lagi. hehehek

tonight nak gi meronggeng lak ngan yam, k. ainul, momo, kin, kemal and k. zu. serious lama x meronggeng beramai2 cam ni. nak gi karaoke and tengok wayang. tix pun dah beli. hahaha. harapannye best la walaupun momo kate review xbest.

ni a few pics with my groupmates

fahmi, tasha, asya, zu, zahidah, farah, mikha, navin, joan and andreas

oh, and i dah pun dapat a new hp. samsung s2. loving it. hee. a pic taken with one of its app. sori, sok imut. hehehek. with gerry, a.j, amey and wang

cool an? gila bergambar ngan s2. hahahaha. to make thing sengal, bb yang hari tu nyawa2 ikan dah gagah perkasa la pulak. so nak x nak kena guna 2 hp. keh3. :P

congrats

2011-10-09T17:15:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

big congrats to budak riak sebab menang 1st place for single men and 2nd place for double men tadi in KUBI's bowling tournament. xpayah riak sangat, nanti kena panah petir hokay. hee

final

2011-10-09T13:23:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

rabu exam final!
cuakkss!
doakan pls. heee.

baru nak start study. sebab xtau ape nak study. hee

harap2 lulus obgyn dengan jayanya

doakan ehhh! :)

bowling tournament. hehek

2011-10-09T13:07:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

currently tengah teman boify main bowling for KUBI tournament
actually dah abis maen dah. hehehek.
macam boify menang. sebab dia dah start riak2. hahahaha
naseb x janji nak belanja dia if dia menang
wat deal nak belanje dia es cokelat fav dia kalo dia strike 3x berturut2
tapi sebab dia x strike secara berturut2
selamat duit eden
ngeee

2011-10-09T13:02:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

gambar taken a few months ago. xpenah gi china dapat try costume cina pun jadi la. hehehek

2011-09-29T18:34:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

sekarang rasa addicted pisan dekat teh kotak. dunno why teramat suke sangat sampai rasa gelisah if x beli 1 hari. blame sape yang ajar minum teh kotak. kill kill kill. hehek. especially kalo tengah panas2 dapat teh kotak dingin..perghhh seru abiss...

and i also like bentuk kotak dia. so jadi lagi lagi suke beli teh kotak.

today aje berapa kali tahan diri xnak beli teh kotak. sebab dah janji ngan diri sendiri nak kurangkan minum air manis sebab kulit dah makin xsmooth. tapi by 12pm, xbleh jadi terpaksa beli jugak2.

pergh, apasal ntah addicted sangat ni!!!!

tengkiuu

2011-09-29T17:36:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

gifts from boyfie a few days back. hehe. tengkiuu. a fluffy tissue place that i bole peluk sambil nanges tengok greys anatomy *cengeng* hehek and also a slr shape pendrive yang i suke sangat2 sebab i suke sume bende bentuk slr. *lirik kat bestie bila nak kasi tumbler bentuk lens. ngehehehe*

tengkiu ME. muaxx. hee.

nasi bambu

2011-09-26T16:55:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

had this for lunch after dah berkali2 skin promote cakap sedap.

hehek. actually, kedai ni sebelah je with my home tapi xpergi2 pun. hee. ni namanya nasi bambu. seriously, must try!! sedaaappp. rasa cam suasana hari raya jeee...hee

nifas!

2011-09-25T20:10:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

besok masuk stase nifas dah. huwaa. followup everyday at 5am. awal banget. jumaat oncall lagi lak tu. zzzz. xpuas cutii. sabtu pagi hari tu exam mid department. rasa2 cam bleh jawab. tapi xtau la an. dah la in a week dia nak tampal result dekat sekret. nak gi awal2 liquid paper siap2 result. malloo lew kalau dapat teruk. huhu. harapannye xteruk.

sok visite besar ngan prof biben. cuak! resident pun cuak. malam ni nak kena baca macam2. fighto!

cibabat

2011-09-22T17:33:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

tomorrow will be our last day in cibabat. on saturday i'll be having my mde. peh. dunno if i can answer it. hope i can huhu. have been spending time reading during oncall and class even though i fear it may be not enough, i hope it is. huhuhu.

overall posting at RSUD cibabat is sort of different from when i was in majalaya. here, we are left to deal with the patient by ourselves with little supervision. even when we prescribed the meds, our resident doesnt even glance at it to see whether its right or wrong. on the upper hands, we learn to do things by ourselves. but yet, to compare with our resident over in majalaya, i prefer that resident more because she teach us a lot compare to this one. haha. tapi sabar je la. buat jela ape yang dia suruh.

manage to assist beberapa tindakan. tapi xdapat nak buat apn (persalinan normal) sebab somehow i ni cam melambatkan baby keluar je. asal my patient je last2 end up vacuum sebab ibu2 rewel. zzz. harap2 ujung berung nanti dapat la at least another one time. 1 kali saja kat majalaya rasa xpuas. nak again. pleasee. huhu. i dah la cam penolak pasien. hari i oncall, pasien mesti xramai. great thing is, bole nonton and tido. haha. groupmate sume nak oncall with me sebab xnak penat sangat. ngeh3. still, i nak experience, 3-4 kali oncall pasien cuma <5 memang frustrating jugak la. huu. pasni nak jaga with pembawa pasien. hopefully banyak sikit pasien. hee

anyway, dah 5minggu duk obgyn, dah xkesah dah dengan bau ketuban and all. kadang2 rasa cam terhidu2 je bau ketuban kat mana2. tapi halal la, makan lagi berselera ade la. muke dah cam dipam2 dah. tehee.

pokoknye, koas so far even though kinda exhausting and packed (kononnye) but koas so far is fun. i like the experience and hope to get more! heee :D

3 months..

2011-09-22T17:05:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

cant believe how fast time flies.
surprisingly we're approaching the 3 month benchmark. tomorrow. felt like just last week i started to date ME.
felt like just last week i started coass. now its already examination time. obgyn will end in like a month.
seriously, 3 months has been quick. still feels like like seriously? 3 months already?
hoping that the love stays this way for many many years to come.
dont know when, dont know how, but somehow i fell in love with ME

and falling for him felt right. no matter what others says. just hope this runs a long long way.

happy 3months anny dear. thanks for the love and the care and for making me feel lucky that of all people, u fell in love with me. :)

...

2011-09-20T18:23:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

haha, almost 2weeks of not blogging. xde internet maa. malas nak topup smart. still waiting on skinny to try mira's broadband apekah kelajuan beliau lebih superb berbanding smart. hehe.

somehow, 2 weeks of not using internet makes me realize i can live without it. kalo time ade tenet pun, i just check my fb and churp2 or tumblr a bit, and that it kinda it. haha. lazy nak blogging

been feeling really exhausted these past days probably due to the back to back oncall. my my, i dont know how they do it, oncall 5 days a week. me? money or not, im never gonna do that. hazardous oh. hee

if last 2 weeks i was posted in RSUD majalaya, now im posted at RSUD cibabat. luckily leh pergi balik coz cibabat is like 30minutes from my kost. different la jugak from majalaya but still kinda interesting.

talk about it later, now nak gi dinner with friends. hee. byee

miss u

2011-09-09T01:09:00.000+07:00

assalamualaikum

my boyfriend misses me, so im posting this for him.
dear you, i miss u too. i'll be back by tomorrow.
see u then dear.

xoxo
;)

p/s:xsabar nak balik bandung! balik2 langsung nak pergi resepsi ayu rono. naseb ade baju raya lebih xpakai lagi, hehek. hey ME, tau ke tempat tu kat ne? selambe je ajak gi nek moto so that leh chow awal. tehee.

majalaya

2011-09-06T22:59:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

dah dua hari ade kat majalaya. kena somewhat belajar here for a week. sekarang actually tengah oncall. tapi disebabkan my pasien masih belum pembukaan lengkap, kita blogging dulu la jap. hehek. tumpag VK majalaya ada internet yang lebih laju dari internet gue. hehek. still waiting for my patient to deliver. im guessing in another 1 or 2 hours lah. xnak tido now, karang xdapat jadi handler dia. hehe. karang bidan kebas pulak patient gue. penat gue follow up dari kul 6 lebih tadi. hee

majalaya, somewhat kinda boring and santai je, probably sebab patient sini sikit. however, sini cam dapat banyak sikit experience sebab doc bagi kita wat everything as long as we ask. im hoping to be able to help deliver by myself tonight and assist (by the least) in curretage.

but majalaya give me the chance to read a bit more, sinc xde bende nak buat. nak gayut ngan ME pun segan sebab ramai orang, so end up either eat, sleep or read. serious, duk sini lama2 memang leh gemok. dia bagi makan nasi 3 times a day bhaii.

however, missing bandung badly. err, ke missing somone in bandung badly eh? hahahaha.

k, bye, nak gi check up my pasien lagi. get ready nak jadi bidan terjun. literally. hehek. :P

of yesterday

2011-09-04T09:05:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

huwarghh. malasnye nak update bloggie. update pun just for the sake kalo jumpe mudd xde la dia kata "woihh, update blog la. zzzz" hehehe. dah safely arrived bandung semalam. makan kepci msia yang i bought for bestie pastu gi pvj sebab earlier bebai macam2 dengan imigresen lembab, beg dapat lambat, bb jem, baju jaga xdapat ag, ME missing in action. bebai. so bestie cakap "ok, camni, malam karang orang belanja sour sally k. sekarang pi tido" hahaha. so sebagai budak baik, segera tido, bangun tido, mandi fresh2, gi umah bestie makan then pastu sour sally time! sour sally tengah promo buy 2 free 1. so i got 2, bestie makan 1 je. hee. sally madness! sour sally ni wa paling ske its mochi, but since ME xske mochi, penah gi makan sekali je with him, pastu x pegi dah. hee. so klo teringin mochi memang kena heret bestie r pergi sour sally. hehek. pastu was ske gak sally bubble ngan jelly dia, so semalam sangat puas la makan sour sally. hee! fyi, sour sally ni kedai frozen yogurt. froyo je hasil tenusu yang wa suke banget. yang lain sume, sori sir, wa xlayan. hahahaha. my froyo semalam:

after that, ikut bestie pegi gramedia. i cukup cepat emo kalo masuk gramedia. sebab sume buku dia alihbahasa. hadoi la. camne la nak pandai cakap omputih kalo sume buku pun alih bahasa. eat pray love jadi makan doa cinta. not cool. hahaha. berjaya pow highlighter sebatang dengan cari mengedip2 mata dekat bestie. hahahaha. ntah nape dia dalam a good mood semalam ntah. sebab dapat makan kepci kot. hehek.

then mak kol ajak karok. pegi2 ciwalk karok full ler pulok. adeh. impian berkecai *shattering*. pegi la teman gaga n mak makan kat teppan. sebab xde duit, xleh nak join. aka xbawak duit. haahahaha. ME tetiba message cakap asal xkol2 dia, kata nak kol bila sampai. mesti beliau dah teremo sampai malam x kol dia. huwaa. bukan x kol, tapi x dapat get through line sana. dah kol, dah msg, dah ym pun. ingatkan dia busy sebab tu xbalas, rupanya dapat pun tidak. huwaa. dah la today, ME balik pun xdapat nak gi jemput or jumpe dia dulu. around kul 2 or 3 pm dah nak berangkat ke majalaya for a week. will be doing my practical there kejap. ME sampai pun dah nak pukul 4. next week je la baru leh jumpe ME. tsk tsk tsk. *lap air mata*

naseb semalam x jadi gi tumpang tido umah mak sebab cuak dorang cite antu. naseb kemas beg nak gi majalaya dah semalam. awal gila mang ni datang perbaik lantai. zass. wa tido pun rasa x cukup lagi. nak gi tumpang mana2 bilik tido la jup.

hee

update raya

2011-09-02T12:03:00.005+07:00

assalamualaikum

selamat hari raya! maaf zahir batin! hee

raya ke 4 baru nak update. duk kerja berjalan jee
tahun ni xsempat langsung nak beraya dengan fortressians sebab cuti sekejap sangat
just beraya dengan family je. best la jugak an. tangkap gambar bersepah2.
pergi gak beraya kat rumah ME, cuak sehh. hahaha. ok la, 1st time beraya, mission successful, err, agak successful kot. hahahaha.
and raya jugak at rumah arwah syaf. just xsempat nak melawat kubur dia je. sampai pun malam sangat. naseb family dia masih menerima tetamu an. hee
so boleh kata lengkaplah jugak raya tahun ni sebab beraya dengan orang2 yang dicintai dan disayangi. hee

anyway, aftermath raya is muka dah chubby gilos. sume gambar pun chubby. hahaha. and also, gigi sakit makan rendang banyak sangat, gusi pun dah bengkak!

pic later ek!

pamit duluan!

2011-08-29T12:00:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

ok, nak gerak ke airport dah. going home sekarang. hehek
setiap kali balik tapi bestie x balik mesti rasa sedih and bersalah sebab bergumbira tapi dia kat sini walaupun xsorang2
sori ek bestie, nanti orang bawakkan ape2 from malaysia ek
selamat hari raya! maaf zahir dan batin yek!
ok chow, nak gi airport ngan angkut
adventurous sikit ngan cik kostmate skinny. hehehek

doakan keselamatan ek!
balik kampung! yey!!!

dikejar lelaki gila yg bogel

2011-08-29T11:45:00.002+07:00

assalamualaikum

sejak akhir2 ni duk mimpi pelik2 je. semalam mimpi pelik giler. and penat.
probably due to the fact earlier bestie cite sal orang gila and i duk xpuas ati sal adik stalker i kat rumah tu yang ske sangat ngekor i masuk my room bagai, semalam bleh plak mimpi kena kejar ngan orang gila bogel. mula2 terserempak tu, i jalan pelan2 nak pass him, tetiba dia follow i. mula2 i jalan cepatt2 nak menghilangkan diri, tapi dia pun jalan cepat2 gak, terus i lari2. pastu terjumpe this one house ade makcik tengah sapu sampah no mintak la nak sembunyi kat situ, bila orang gila bogel tu dah xde, mintak la diri an, tetiba laki makcik tu plak kejar i. arghhh stress.

tambah stress is bila dalam mimpi, bila kena kejar je mesti xbleh lari laju2, kaki berat sangat2. dalam mimpi i siap paut2 kat pokok lagi nak mengerakkan kaki yang xnak gerak. serious cuak orang mengejar tu dah dekat. nak nangis pun ade. dalam mimpi la.

penat seyh mimpi camtu. stress gue. dah la tido pass subuh sampai kul 9 je. capek giler tido pun. grrr.

just a thought

2011-08-29T04:28:00.003+07:00

assalamualaikum

last night, during my oncall (benda baru buat, memang excited nak bercerita, bila dah buat setahun, ntah2 kerja duk mintak tukar je sebab seriously oncall is tiring. still have to go through it, like for the rest of my life? lainla kalo dah jadi orang besau2. hee), ok serious mood balik, so, last nite, around 11pm, a patient with endometrium carcinoma (cancer) came half delirium (meracau). as, i 1st koas yang menyambut kedatangan dia, my residen suruh wat follow up vital sign every 15min.

it made me think how devastating it was to die of cancer (the patient was already in a bad condition). she was still kinda young. younger than my mom, and her hubby was somewhat 5-10 years older than her. as i was monitoring her vital sign, kinda heartbreaking seeing the hubby patiently stroking his wife hands and his expression was already half accepting that she'll be gone and half not wanting her to leave. everytime i said "punten pak, tensinya dicek lagi ya" he gave me a little smile and nod as he slipped his hands away from his wife's. as he did that, even as the patient was half delirium, she keep on searching for his hands and wanting to hold it back. dont know if its because im new at this or my heart is made out of jelly, but i really2 felt for them. as the patients vital sign started to deteriorate and we had to rush her to the resuscitation room below, i took him down and waited with him in front of the room. he ask me "gimana dok? udah deket ya?" and all i could say was "doain aja pak, insyaAllah ga kali" anyway, the patient was stabilize and i went upstairs again since the care of the patient was no longer mine. bila i turun balik to find my stethoscope my resident conveniently left in the chaos, i saw the hubby sitting patiently next to his sleeping wife, and holding tight her hand.

i never want that to happen to me. i never what to put my future hubby in that kind of misery. if i could choose that is. but ajal ditangan tuhan. kita xtau macam mana Allah tetapkan ajalkan kita. how and when. kita xtau. just hoping for the best and taking care of health as good as possible.

just a thought though. will i be strong enough if this happen to me? will my future hubby take care of me for better or worst? and vice versa? will, when one of us pass away, the other half survive the heartbreak?

i wish, we could, i wish we're strong enough, i wish we loved each other to eternity and beyond.

jumbled up.

nak balik dah...

fwenns

rectal touche

a joke all coass understand. hehehe

cherish

best group ever.

BIG

im sorry

wait for it.. hee

ermm

spacing scare

group jaga

perut happy

pickin up

nangis lagi...

Alhamdulillah :)

happy birthday ME!

reminder for everyone and myself

Sukses tidak ada hubungandengan menjadi kaya raya.

Sukses itu tidak perlu dikejar. Karena SUKSES itu adalah ANDA!

Karena kesuksesanterbesar ada pada diri Anda sendiri...Bagaimana Anda tercipta daripertarungan jutaan sperma untuk membuahi 1 ovum,

itu adalah sukses pertama Anda!

Bagaimana Anda bisa lahirdengan anggota tubuh sempurna tanpa cacat,

itulah kesuksesan Anda kedua...

Ketika Anda ke sekolah bahkan bisa menikmatisampai studi S1, di saat yg sama setiap menit ada 10 siswa dropout karena tidak mampu bayar biaya sekolah,

itulah sukses Anda ketiga...

Ketika Anda bisa bekerja di perusahaan ,di saat yg sama 46 juta org menjadi pengangguran,

itulah kesuksesan Anda keempat.

Ketika Anda masih bisa makan 3x sehari, di saat ada 3 juta orang matikelaparan setiap bulannya itulah

kesuksesan Anda yang kelima...

Sukses terjadi setiap hari.Namun Anda tidak pernah menyadarinya.

Sukses tidak melulu soal harta, rumah mewah,mobil sport, jam Rolex, pensiun muda,menjadi pengusaha, punya kolam renang/ helikopter, punya istri cantik

Sukses sejati seaslinya adalah: "Hidup dengan Penuh Syukur"

keypoint is...

a bit here and there

congrats abang!

rasa...

date day=eat eat eat!

its 5 a.m

my number 1 man

last jaga!

what if

jpa ilapu!

dead

sweet

no more free meals -__-

yet another food related post

bandung grizzlies

jaga again~

here goes THT-KL

no fair

good food and catching up

of salaam namaste :) and jadual jaga :(

pheyeww

funneh

best way

stress disorder not otherwise specific

gimul

creambath-ing with fwens

aha!

one more down

sweetnyewww

rebiuu

bye mommy!

post emo kat fakri. hehehe,

goodluck!

ngee

of breaking dawn n rambling.

just saying.

:)

saddening

dying for

NM

uuu...

my weekend

done with ophthalmology department :)

for me

xmo yet.

lelaki seperti aku. pfft u!

Sukses tidak ada hubungan
dengan menjadi kaya raya.

Sukses itu tidak perlu
dikejar. Karena SUKSES itu adalah ANDA!

Karena kesuksesan
terbesar ada pada diri Anda sendiri...
Bagaimana Anda tercipta dari
pertarungan jutaan sperma untuk membuahi 1 ovum,

Bagaimana Anda bisa lahir
dengan anggota tubuh sempurna tanpa cacat,

Ketika Anda ke sekolah bahkan bisa menikmati
sampai studi S1, di saat yg sama setiap menit ada 10 siswa drop
out karena tidak mampu bayar biaya sekolah,

Ketika Anda masih bisa makan 3x sehari, di saat ada 3 juta orang mati
kelaparan setiap bulannya itulah

Sukses terjadi setiap hari.
Namun Anda tidak pernah menyadarinya.

Sukses tidak melulu soal harta, rumah mewah,mobil sport, jam Rolex, pensiun muda,
menjadi pengusaha, punya kolam renang/ helikopter, punya istri cantik